nok-tee:- abbr;slang (local) short for noctivigaunt (re) to be inclined to walk or stay awake at night, but not an Insomniac. (see also dream walker) dream state that you remember made only worse because it was real. Ghostly. look up Noctivigaunt!
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.