Hit that bong and chillucify.
Recently been told your whole family was raped and killed with their bodies maimed beyond recognition and your answer is,
"Really, thats chill", you are currently in a chillucified state.
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.