Brie Mode is when you've taken the initial shit you were going to take that was peeking out ready for launch, and you're trying to flush out hidden reserves before you finally decide to wipe.
Sorry I took long to call you back, I was in brie mode for quite some time in the shitter.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.