Describes a feeling that you get when consuming xanax . Being a xanman makes you feel invincible, lowers your inhibition, makes you chill and completely eliminated your anxiety. It is difficult to get to the xanman stage when consuming alprazolam because there is a thin line between becoming the xanman or becoming a bartard .
After popping2bars and hoping he wouldn't blackout. Sam became xanman and became couch locked till the next morning.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.