Dreams …
I have plenty…
One day reality…
They will be…
As faith in him and me…
Always…
I will believe…
As this is what my heart already sees…
I have plenty…
One day reality…
They will be…
As faith in him and me…
Always…
I will believe…
As this is what my heart already sees…
by 😃 are contagious 😃 July 25, 2024
Gone by are weeks…
Since I have had a peek..
If I knew it was going to be this long,
I would have never gone…
Someday…
I say…
It won’t be this way…
And I will be driving you crazy 😜
Every day 🤗❤️❤️🤗
Since I have had a peek..
If I knew it was going to be this long,
I would have never gone…
Someday…
I say…
It won’t be this way…
And I will be driving you crazy 😜
Every day 🤗❤️❤️🤗
by 😃 are contagious 😃 July 04, 2024
I never said that I wasn't him.. you've said that to me, multiple times
The coincidences are difficult. I said before, Il sound insane again but honestly, I don't care, Iv got nothing left to lose. I don't believe it. 1 or 2 yeah. Not to this extent, it's endless and some too strong to just ignore
That makes the way Iv felt the last days.. an the way I'm reminded of feeling now.. very difficult to understand
Both can't be true
I don't care who knows anymore, I keep to myself for her and Il stay that way
But anyone that may know cos of her, can shove their fuckin opinion, or Il do it for them. Anything either of us want has FUCK ALL to do with anyone else.. the next time anyone interjects into my life, it'll be the last mistake they make
Iv had to seriously stop myself several times the last few days. It felt so blatant.. an I was so fuckin angry
I forget sometimes when I'm down.. yeah I'm sensitive, an I love how passionately she makes me feel.. like nothing Iv ever known.. but men should be both sides of the coin
The lover your other half needs you to be for her
Or the beast you let loose to defend the things you love
The coincidences are difficult. I said before, Il sound insane again but honestly, I don't care, Iv got nothing left to lose. I don't believe it. 1 or 2 yeah. Not to this extent, it's endless and some too strong to just ignore
That makes the way Iv felt the last days.. an the way I'm reminded of feeling now.. very difficult to understand
Both can't be true
I don't care who knows anymore, I keep to myself for her and Il stay that way
But anyone that may know cos of her, can shove their fuckin opinion, or Il do it for them. Anything either of us want has FUCK ALL to do with anyone else.. the next time anyone interjects into my life, it'll be the last mistake they make
Iv had to seriously stop myself several times the last few days. It felt so blatant.. an I was so fuckin angry
I forget sometimes when I'm down.. yeah I'm sensitive, an I love how passionately she makes me feel.. like nothing Iv ever known.. but men should be both sides of the coin
The lover your other half needs you to be for her
Or the beast you let loose to defend the things you love
Noone stands for anything anymore.. most boys (not callin them men, that has to be earned) have zero respect for women, they put on a pretense to get laid an it's sad. No sense of honour.. no real pride.. and when their actions and words show they have no self respect, how the fuck could they ever respect anyone else?
Like that prick weeks ago. He has no idea the fuckin danger he put himself in. Too stupid to even sense what I am. Still feel like Im going correct that situation one day
Sorry I started ranting.. been building up for a while with UD and all the other crap I keep seeing lately
I will post again to actually answer the other stuff.. the bits I can make sense of that is
Like that prick weeks ago. He has no idea the fuckin danger he put himself in. Too stupid to even sense what I am. Still feel like Im going correct that situation one day
Sorry I started ranting.. been building up for a while with UD and all the other crap I keep seeing lately
I will post again to actually answer the other stuff.. the bits I can make sense of that is
by 4_us November 14, 2023
What do you think is misinformation? Some things Id made no sense of.. till something you said made things fall into place
In her situation I'd understand keepin some things concealed, but right now I have no idea what I believe. I wish I did.. so badly
Numbers.. fuck knows. I wrote a few for her at work. Some I saw here. Or random moments that felt like they had purpose.. then they showed up here too.. instantly
The thumbs too, sometimes felt like a date, the letters in a name, or should mean something deeper. Im starting dislike numerology 🙄 some still grab me.. ones I relate solely to her.. others.. seem make no sense anymore.. it really bothers me seeing them elsewhere here, or worse, posts with a name link to her ex
Thats made me question things, especially after everything else. That bothers me a lot
Hmm you would have had some feedback if youd done the olive thing and he'd seen it. I would have.. what did you do? How would he have seen it? I'm sure he can read yours.. but don't you think he'd understand you feeling sad? Seeing that in the woman you love.. is heartbreaking.. but it does let you see how much she cares too.. honestly with her.. I just want to see her.. thats all I ever want. It's killing me that I can't bring myself to look at her pictures now, just hurts too much
In her situation I'd understand keepin some things concealed, but right now I have no idea what I believe. I wish I did.. so badly
Numbers.. fuck knows. I wrote a few for her at work. Some I saw here. Or random moments that felt like they had purpose.. then they showed up here too.. instantly
The thumbs too, sometimes felt like a date, the letters in a name, or should mean something deeper. Im starting dislike numerology 🙄 some still grab me.. ones I relate solely to her.. others.. seem make no sense anymore.. it really bothers me seeing them elsewhere here, or worse, posts with a name link to her ex
Thats made me question things, especially after everything else. That bothers me a lot
Hmm you would have had some feedback if youd done the olive thing and he'd seen it. I would have.. what did you do? How would he have seen it? I'm sure he can read yours.. but don't you think he'd understand you feeling sad? Seeing that in the woman you love.. is heartbreaking.. but it does let you see how much she cares too.. honestly with her.. I just want to see her.. thats all I ever want. It's killing me that I can't bring myself to look at her pictures now, just hurts too much
Don't work nights anymore.. at all.. how did you figure my name out? Initial isn't enough.. I left a poem line unfinished.. I thought it was obvious the missing word was my name.. so the rhyme went with it would have given it away..
I'm curious to know that you're right though!
You are not a bother ever.. you said.. one of us being down seems to make the other stronger.. please don't tailor what you say to me.. you're entitled to speak your mind freely.. especially to me! Being so loving comes with the extremes of good and bad feelings.. still worth it though
You are brave.. maybe you should just go for it. You're brave, courageous, smart.. also.. sarcastic, a little crazy.. 😛 honestly just be yourself. That's why he loves you in the first place. Don't.. hold.. back
The 2 dots.. I always have.. why? Surely that doesn't have some meaning?!
Sad songs.. a few.. I sang a few with her.. now they just make me tear up everytime.. Hear you me by Jimmyeatworld is the worst
Mad.. usually metal.. Metalingus by alterbridge.. zombified by falling in reverse.. decadence by disturbed..
What about you?
Don't know how my posts will be in future.. things seem be slipping away recently. Not sure how to deal with any of it just yet..
Just know I've missed your words.. an you did.. get some form of a smile from me.. first time in days
I'm curious to know that you're right though!
You are not a bother ever.. you said.. one of us being down seems to make the other stronger.. please don't tailor what you say to me.. you're entitled to speak your mind freely.. especially to me! Being so loving comes with the extremes of good and bad feelings.. still worth it though
You are brave.. maybe you should just go for it. You're brave, courageous, smart.. also.. sarcastic, a little crazy.. 😛 honestly just be yourself. That's why he loves you in the first place. Don't.. hold.. back
The 2 dots.. I always have.. why? Surely that doesn't have some meaning?!
Sad songs.. a few.. I sang a few with her.. now they just make me tear up everytime.. Hear you me by Jimmyeatworld is the worst
Mad.. usually metal.. Metalingus by alterbridge.. zombified by falling in reverse.. decadence by disturbed..
What about you?
Don't know how my posts will be in future.. things seem be slipping away recently. Not sure how to deal with any of it just yet..
Just know I've missed your words.. an you did.. get some form of a smile from me.. first time in days
by 4_us November 14, 2023