Just that feeling when you are having a great time then suddenly you go numb and you don’t wish to talk anymore, and if someone talks to you you have a hard time answering not because you don’t know the answer simply because you’re not able to move your lips because the mere thought of doing that is exhausting in itself.
The best way I can describe anxiety is having a REALLY angsty improv group inside of your head and at one word they start spinning off countless scenarios
Me: Oh, a friend asked how I was, that’s nice-
Anxiety: OH HELL NO Me: What?
Anxiety: THIS IS OBVIOUSLY CODE FOR I WANT TO DUMP YOU AS A FRIEND, YOU’RE UGLY AND SHE THINKS YOU NEED THERAPY
Me: But I do need therapy. . .
Anxiety: WELL SHE DOESN’T NEED TO KNOW THAT
Me: (Types) I’m fine how bout you
Constantly fucking shit up souly because of your crippling fear of fucking shit up and not realizing it because because your as blind as a deaf bat to it ?
Idk if i should post, probably won't get liked)
(Dude your not even funny, stop)
(You weren't funny earlier when you made that joke either)
(Is that why they were staring at me... GASP... is that why the one dude had a rude tone with me during break at work)
(I'm not good enough to work here)
(I'm never good enough)
(Hits blunt)