Hi.I would message you but I
don't wanna sound petty and if I do this I can pretend this isn't me :-) . Anyway I'll get to it. Theres like so so much I've wanted to say and I hate myself for not saying anything but I guess because you
mean so much to me I'm so scared of ruining something with us which is so so
stupid because I know that I'm only ruining it more by saying nothing. It's just I feel like the more I try, the more of a burden to you i feel. I just want to start over from the begining, and just be more brave and honest and I'm sorry I haven't been like that. But anyway I feel like you're mad at me and if you are I get it but can you just be honest and tell me what it is because I
don't know if I've done something and if there is something I've done can you tell me how to fix it because I just wanna do my best to do whatever I can to make this
work. You'
re probably not and I'm being paranoid and petty but yeah :-). Anyway even if you'
re not mad at all or anything like that i want you to know that i care so
fucking much about you and I really
hope that I never lose you. Wow this sounds so dramatic it's really not it's just theres like so much I wanna talk to you about but it
feels weird for it to come outta no where yk.
I also wanted to say you'
re really really pretty <3
EHDCKJEC I LIKE YOU SO MUCH
ok I'm done you will probably
never read this but thats fine :-)
определенно не гей mhmmmmm 🏳️ 🌈🏳️ 🌈🏳️ 🌈