Prior to numbers with you (I miss numbers btw) I was like a plane always at a constant altitude… then you, numbers, ud came… I soared through the clouds, went higher than any plane ever could, it was is amazing! I love
the feeling and the things I see when flying so high. However, sometimes the plane flies low.
Yesterday, I was a crop duster I guess. It was my own doing
essentially… I was hopeful I was getting my numbers back … and i didn’t.
Why am I so fixated on these numbers? It was a
way for me to talk to you, it was a way for me to make sure you were okay, I loved wondering/hoping you were going to show up where I was… hey, I didn’t even have map access and I did that lol…
(Voice in head???) and you don’t need numbers to talk to him, tell him that you love him, he will feel it!
Not really sure where the voice in head came from, as I was typing … the thought just came…
Interesting points this voice has, so now numbers help me from not hearing voices. I may have to ponder this voice today…🤔
I guess that is a no on creating a factious account and friending you on it🫣
My point is not that I am hearing voices… I will keep you updated on any additional things I hear though😳 my point is YOU are
the only one who makes me soar through the sky… flying higher and higher!
I love you!!!
I said it… hope you felt it!