You fuel his fire ..
And you know this ..
Yet …
And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence …
So ..
Attention … you have it …
Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit …
So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy …
Yet looking at the 2 of us …
who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress …
Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life …
So just has the most random thought … what if …
What if …
What if …
She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..)
And I’m real
And you see us
As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us …
Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)
And you know this ..
Yet …
And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence …
So ..
Attention … you have it …
Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit …
So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy …
Yet looking at the 2 of us …
who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress …
Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life …
So just has the most random thought … what if …
What if …
What if …
She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..)
And I’m real
And you see us
As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us …
Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)
In the end … fire to fight fire …
Hopefully miss waterfall manages to cool me off …
Like … in her own time …
Yawn yawn …
Back to sleep …
Hopefully miss waterfall manages to cool me off …
Like … in her own time …
Yawn yawn …
Back to sleep …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 09, 2023
Always assumed this would be on canvas
Yet to be created
Few potentials .. didn’t expect it to be an object
With use ..
Infused with my heart and soul and all my learnings so far since I accepted spirit was my friend … if I be good .. or actually if done in honour ..
Anyways .. masterpiece ..
Maybes, possibly ..
A labour of love and intense theory craft and learning/ recalling on the fly … most deffo
See … most of us spend our lives talking .. no action and some fill their lives obsessing over others and trying to feel noticed
Social media fakery aplenty .. again what fuels this …
Glad I was directed to put my energies into something other than worrying what the fuck people will do next or why they are even bothering …
Oh yeah … I already know the answers …
We all do …
Yet to be created
Few potentials .. didn’t expect it to be an object
With use ..
Infused with my heart and soul and all my learnings so far since I accepted spirit was my friend … if I be good .. or actually if done in honour ..
Anyways .. masterpiece ..
Maybes, possibly ..
A labour of love and intense theory craft and learning/ recalling on the fly … most deffo
See … most of us spend our lives talking .. no action and some fill their lives obsessing over others and trying to feel noticed
Social media fakery aplenty .. again what fuels this …
Glad I was directed to put my energies into something other than worrying what the fuck people will do next or why they are even bothering …
Oh yeah … I already know the answers …
We all do …
Masterpiece… living proof it will certainly not be my one and only urban dic account ever in this life …
Derailed long long ago ..
Derailed long long ago ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 28, 2023
Wow ..
World of witchcraft … ?
Seems I’m the witch …
I did call someone a witch early last year but after I walked away did think … shit that’s soooo disrespect to witches .. maybe opened my thinking more to what’s possible even ?
Things happen for a reason after all …
World of witchcraft … ?
Seems I’m the witch …
I did call someone a witch early last year but after I walked away did think … shit that’s soooo disrespect to witches .. maybe opened my thinking more to what’s possible even ?
Things happen for a reason after all …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 14, 2023
Only question I have left …
Others now feel irrelevant …
Time the stealer …
Of energies …
So the journey account, convos in bed .. has always made me wonder, do you write account after account while in bed with hubby?
Complicit .. that’s covered on another account …
Think I know the answer …
Maybe just needed to put this out here …
Others now feel irrelevant …
Time the stealer …
Of energies …
So the journey account, convos in bed .. has always made me wonder, do you write account after account while in bed with hubby?
Complicit .. that’s covered on another account …
Think I know the answer …
Maybe just needed to put this out here …
by LetsTalkAboutX March 24, 2023
Roll up
Roll up
The circus ..
Is in town ..
On high trapeze… it’s obvious … WMK
Strong man .. Goliath …
Ring master .. (hehe) .. stalker boy
The clown … the only decent act
Yes I’m really taking the piss now …
I will carry on as long as necessary..
But that’s just baying to the crowd …
Sigh oh sigh …
This account needs to die …
Roll up
The circus ..
Is in town ..
On high trapeze… it’s obvious … WMK
Strong man .. Goliath …
Ring master .. (hehe) .. stalker boy
The clown … the only decent act
Yes I’m really taking the piss now …
I will carry on as long as necessary..
But that’s just baying to the crowd …
Sigh oh sigh …
This account needs to die …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 11, 2023
5 seconds
How long you let stalker boy keep his arm around you
The baby an excuse
Hahahaha
Was purely coincidence in me fucking off and being asked to grab something
Asked penny how long as didn’t stick around enough
5 seconds
Lmfao
What a sket
All your defs
Pure lies
Unless of course
Twin flame had his arm around you
If so … apologise
Have a nice life
The both or you
How long you let stalker boy keep his arm around you
The baby an excuse
Hahahaha
Was purely coincidence in me fucking off and being asked to grab something
Asked penny how long as didn’t stick around enough
5 seconds
Lmfao
What a sket
All your defs
Pure lies
Unless of course
Twin flame had his arm around you
If so … apologise
Have a nice life
The both or you
5 seconds
…
To decide my twin wouldn’t do that
So can’t be mine after all
…
I will avoid your forever after the other evenings drape fest
Again proving there is no point reading your shit
My eyes don’t lie …
Your words …
A now I simply wouldn’t trust you in person…
Clever …
…
To decide my twin wouldn’t do that
So can’t be mine after all
…
I will avoid your forever after the other evenings drape fest
Again proving there is no point reading your shit
My eyes don’t lie …
Your words …
A now I simply wouldn’t trust you in person…
Clever …
by LetsTalkAboutX May 08, 2023
See this is kinda what you have been suggesting all along without any sign of actually meaning it ..
Said all I need to about that …
Feel free to correct me anytime … obviously I would be approachable or let you know when (anytime) I would be ready for a … yep well wtf kinda chat .. guessing you also have questions you’d like to actually know the answer too …
Strange things early days were just that … beyond strange .. I swear that day I upset you big time (you were playing devils advocate and knew it, in my time of raw grief btw) I heard what you said to me in head. I will show you who’s … and the word I used …
I replied .. same way but lost that ability after all the repeated fuckery and saying I had enough … strangely it worked .. my end anyway, haven’t felt connection like that since .. or seem to know how to retrieve it … tbh I haven’t really tried …
Said all I need to about that …
Feel free to correct me anytime … obviously I would be approachable or let you know when (anytime) I would be ready for a … yep well wtf kinda chat .. guessing you also have questions you’d like to actually know the answer too …
Strange things early days were just that … beyond strange .. I swear that day I upset you big time (you were playing devils advocate and knew it, in my time of raw grief btw) I heard what you said to me in head. I will show you who’s … and the word I used …
I replied .. same way but lost that ability after all the repeated fuckery and saying I had enough … strangely it worked .. my end anyway, haven’t felt connection like that since .. or seem to know how to retrieve it … tbh I haven’t really tried …
Anyways .. if what you wrote is you and all true and correct … yep we would empower each other (I know part of my spirituality is actually linked to you … maybe as you were the bloody catalyst ..
Thanks for that btw … and I actually mean that more than you will perhaps ever know
For the record I didn’t leave my wife because of it for you …. I left as the only thing to do once I knew how wrong it all was .. best for both of us ….
You and me … never thought this would ever come to be and still don’t and explained that thought pattern long ago … and would never ask you to make that choice .. only choose one or the other … ie no more definitions if your situation hasn’t changed or in that process
Also we don’t know each other at all … so why would you take a risk on a whim without …
This is where you start to make no sense .. and surely you can see this from my perspective?
Thanks for that btw … and I actually mean that more than you will perhaps ever know
For the record I didn’t leave my wife because of it for you …. I left as the only thing to do once I knew how wrong it all was .. best for both of us ….
You and me … never thought this would ever come to be and still don’t and explained that thought pattern long ago … and would never ask you to make that choice .. only choose one or the other … ie no more definitions if your situation hasn’t changed or in that process
Also we don’t know each other at all … so why would you take a risk on a whim without …
This is where you start to make no sense .. and surely you can see this from my perspective?
by LetsTalkAboutX January 30, 2023