What’s your fear?
The one stopping you?
The need to wait still essential?
Upsetting someone in your life who may be opposed? (You’d have me to kinda help with that)
Someone in my life you’re worried about? (Don’t be)
Me? That could be most probable in one sense … but that’s because of the tension actually caused here … along with time …
It’s kicked the shit out of us already .. as I said before I’d of preferred fresh and new rather than healing old wounds that should have been avoided …
Nevertheless.. you say you want to meet etc
At this point I care not about what anyone else thinks .. only you and I matter from our perspective if we both decide that’s exactly what we want …
So be if ..
The one stopping you?
The need to wait still essential?
Upsetting someone in your life who may be opposed? (You’d have me to kinda help with that)
Someone in my life you’re worried about? (Don’t be)
Me? That could be most probable in one sense … but that’s because of the tension actually caused here … along with time …
It’s kicked the shit out of us already .. as I said before I’d of preferred fresh and new rather than healing old wounds that should have been avoided …
Nevertheless.. you say you want to meet etc
At this point I care not about what anyone else thinks .. only you and I matter from our perspective if we both decide that’s exactly what we want …
So be if ..
by LetsTalkAboutX May 01, 2023
That’s me ..
Single …
Pretty much happily …
Year and half now …
But that’s the thing …
Somebody new?
At this point in life can only do perfect (as in for each other)
She knows who she is :p
Hopefully, free n single and ready mingle too
Providing she didn’t run the country mile
Single …
Pretty much happily …
Year and half now …
But that’s the thing …
Somebody new?
At this point in life can only do perfect (as in for each other)
She knows who she is :p
Hopefully, free n single and ready mingle too
Providing she didn’t run the country mile
by LetsTalkAboutX February 12, 2023
See this is kinda what you have been suggesting all along without any sign of actually meaning it ..
Said all I need to about that …
Feel free to correct me anytime … obviously I would be approachable or let you know when (anytime) I would be ready for a … yep well wtf kinda chat .. guessing you also have questions you’d like to actually know the answer too …
Strange things early days were just that … beyond strange .. I swear that day I upset you big time (you were playing devils advocate and knew it, in my time of raw grief btw) I heard what you said to me in head. I will show you who’s … and the word I used …
I replied .. same way but lost that ability after all the repeated fuckery and saying I had enough … strangely it worked .. my end anyway, haven’t felt connection like that since .. or seem to know how to retrieve it … tbh I haven’t really tried …
Said all I need to about that …
Feel free to correct me anytime … obviously I would be approachable or let you know when (anytime) I would be ready for a … yep well wtf kinda chat .. guessing you also have questions you’d like to actually know the answer too …
Strange things early days were just that … beyond strange .. I swear that day I upset you big time (you were playing devils advocate and knew it, in my time of raw grief btw) I heard what you said to me in head. I will show you who’s … and the word I used …
I replied .. same way but lost that ability after all the repeated fuckery and saying I had enough … strangely it worked .. my end anyway, haven’t felt connection like that since .. or seem to know how to retrieve it … tbh I haven’t really tried …
Anyways .. if what you wrote is you and all true and correct … yep we would empower each other (I know part of my spirituality is actually linked to you … maybe as you were the bloody catalyst ..
Thanks for that btw … and I actually mean that more than you will perhaps ever know
For the record I didn’t leave my wife because of it for you …. I left as the only thing to do once I knew how wrong it all was .. best for both of us ….
You and me … never thought this would ever come to be and still don’t and explained that thought pattern long ago … and would never ask you to make that choice .. only choose one or the other … ie no more definitions if your situation hasn’t changed or in that process
Also we don’t know each other at all … so why would you take a risk on a whim without …
This is where you start to make no sense .. and surely you can see this from my perspective?
Thanks for that btw … and I actually mean that more than you will perhaps ever know
For the record I didn’t leave my wife because of it for you …. I left as the only thing to do once I knew how wrong it all was .. best for both of us ….
You and me … never thought this would ever come to be and still don’t and explained that thought pattern long ago … and would never ask you to make that choice .. only choose one or the other … ie no more definitions if your situation hasn’t changed or in that process
Also we don’t know each other at all … so why would you take a risk on a whim without …
This is where you start to make no sense .. and surely you can see this from my perspective?
by LetsTalkAboutX January 30, 2023
Nice to see you happy laughing ..
Made a change ..
Proves I was right and your actually in your best place despite any protests ..
Look after oneself ..
Made a change ..
Proves I was right and your actually in your best place despite any protests ..
Look after oneself ..
by LetsTalkAboutX March 19, 2023
Happy …
Wow I guess I was given a glimpse of a new dawn
Long ago
Not that I expected it could happen …
To be happy …
What’s clear, is the fact that the two people this evolves around …
Isn’t just two people …
And the two people are crying out for .. each other perhaps …
Yet .. I bet you …
The entire world .. and the moon .. on a stick
Those 2 people are still happier …
Than the other fuckers … that decided to involve themselves ..
And still don’t take the hint ..
Not only outstay .. where they aren’t welcome ..
But refuse to accept ..
It’s really time ..
To fuck off
And leave us alone
Like permanently …
Wow I guess I was given a glimpse of a new dawn
Long ago
Not that I expected it could happen …
To be happy …
What’s clear, is the fact that the two people this evolves around …
Isn’t just two people …
And the two people are crying out for .. each other perhaps …
Yet .. I bet you …
The entire world .. and the moon .. on a stick
Those 2 people are still happier …
Than the other fuckers … that decided to involve themselves ..
And still don’t take the hint ..
Not only outstay .. where they aren’t welcome ..
But refuse to accept ..
It’s really time ..
To fuck off
And leave us alone
Like permanently …
Happy … now unhappy would be a day where I decide to actually write a post .. I stopped myself writing, it’s called …
Brutal deluxe …
And yes it will burn souls …
I have a critical eye … a moral high horse .. and most of all … empathy … what you give me .. I soak up .. dissect … and judge …
I wasn’t like this before ….
Test me …..
Brutal deluxe …
And yes it will burn souls …
I have a critical eye … a moral high horse .. and most of all … empathy … what you give me .. I soak up .. dissect … and judge …
I wasn’t like this before ….
Test me …..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 12, 2023
You fuel his fire ..
And you know this ..
Yet …
And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence …
So ..
Attention … you have it …
Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit …
So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy …
Yet looking at the 2 of us …
who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress …
Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life …
So just has the most random thought … what if …
What if …
What if …
She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..)
And I’m real
And you see us
As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us …
Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)
And you know this ..
Yet …
And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence …
So ..
Attention … you have it …
Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit …
So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy …
Yet looking at the 2 of us …
who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress …
Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life …
So just has the most random thought … what if …
What if …
What if …
She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..)
And I’m real
And you see us
As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us …
Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)
In the end … fire to fight fire …
Hopefully miss waterfall manages to cool me off …
Like … in her own time …
Yawn yawn …
Back to sleep …
Hopefully miss waterfall manages to cool me off …
Like … in her own time …
Yawn yawn …
Back to sleep …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 09, 2023
I didn’t start the fire …
lol come to me you say? Nope open invite .. you come here … !!!
Lmk a bit in advance if I should actually expect company …
lol come to me you say? Nope open invite .. you come here … !!!
Lmk a bit in advance if I should actually expect company …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 09, 2023