Knock knock
Achieve ..
What did?
2 kids witnessing shit they shouldn’t
Emotional scars that were unwelcome and unnecessary
Maybe they will forget in time
Thanks
Now it’s my children caught up in this …
Wow wow wow
Not the first time
Stalker boy remember when you had your day in the sun ??
In front of my kids …
Maybe
One
Day
I
Will
Return
The
Favour?
…
Lucky
I
Believe
In
Spirit
…
If
Not
We
Have
A
Problem
Over and out …
Achieve ..
What did?
2 kids witnessing shit they shouldn’t
Emotional scars that were unwelcome and unnecessary
Maybe they will forget in time
Thanks
Now it’s my children caught up in this …
Wow wow wow
Not the first time
Stalker boy remember when you had your day in the sun ??
In front of my kids …
Maybe
One
Day
I
Will
Return
The
Favour?
…
Lucky
I
Believe
In
Spirit
…
If
Not
We
Have
A
Problem
Over and out …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 11, 2023
You fuel his fire ..
And you know this ..
Yet …
And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence …
So ..
Attention … you have it …
Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit …
So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy …
Yet looking at the 2 of us …
who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress …
Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life …
So just has the most random thought … what if …
What if …
What if …
She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..)
And I’m real
And you see us
As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us …
Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)
And you know this ..
Yet …
And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence …
So ..
Attention … you have it …
Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit …
So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy …
Yet looking at the 2 of us …
who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress …
Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life …
So just has the most random thought … what if …
What if …
What if …
She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..)
And I’m real
And you see us
As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us …
Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)
In the end … fire to fight fire …
Hopefully miss waterfall manages to cool me off …
Like … in her own time …
Yawn yawn …
Back to sleep …
Hopefully miss waterfall manages to cool me off …
Like … in her own time …
Yawn yawn …
Back to sleep …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 09, 2023
Timelines
Holographic universe .. seems to be a buzz word …
That would support the notion infinite timelines are possible ..
It’s actually a rather nice thought .. especially the thought maybe even .. we (some of us) actually inhabit more than 1 … like alternate or even there is better versions of us, both out there and possible …
This is why I delete … everything I wrote still exists … and this is a little bat shit I know …
But feel even something like the minute details like what’s on urban .. differ each one … recalibrate perhaps …
I prefer all my musings to what science and the world tell us … believe nature has a cure for everything …
And also the highest timeline possible for myself is perhaps the reason I’m here and yes these are individual yet we live in a collective, free will obviously exists for all … work that out :)
Caught in a spiders web comes to mind
Holographic universe .. seems to be a buzz word …
That would support the notion infinite timelines are possible ..
It’s actually a rather nice thought .. especially the thought maybe even .. we (some of us) actually inhabit more than 1 … like alternate or even there is better versions of us, both out there and possible …
This is why I delete … everything I wrote still exists … and this is a little bat shit I know …
But feel even something like the minute details like what’s on urban .. differ each one … recalibrate perhaps …
I prefer all my musings to what science and the world tell us … believe nature has a cure for everything …
And also the highest timeline possible for myself is perhaps the reason I’m here and yes these are individual yet we live in a collective, free will obviously exists for all … work that out :)
Caught in a spiders web comes to mind
by LetsTalkAboutX January 15, 2023
Lol to make a suggestion …
Here …
The Eyes of the world …
Bet they are setting up the tv cameras etc already …
Well maybe just the odd one or two individuals … very odd one or two…
Other than that … how perfect ..
Here …
The Eyes of the world …
Bet they are setting up the tv cameras etc already …
Well maybe just the odd one or two individuals … very odd one or two…
Other than that … how perfect ..
by LetsTalkAboutX January 10, 2023
The unseen force …
All along …
Mediate state .. needed after an ..
Err … eventful week …
The wind in its almighty fury
Tearing .. literally tearing off parts of the fence …
Made tougher by the ivy holding it together..
The wind gets fiercer as I drift back into the world ..
Only feet from my little cave …
Would you like an axe I say in astonished disbelief
The manifested wind in a female form .. dog walker .. 6 times a day minimum … usually stops at the same spot … sly glances … usually promotes the shutter effect .. and she knows ..
The games we play …
It’s your fence cries back at the wind ..
Yes and your breaking it
It’s your fence
Oh yes like all the others .. all mine … all mysteriously breaking
It’s weird though … The wind .. it spent the entire last summer in only corner of a garden with a hole … strangely with the best angle and only angle to see all the way! Down my garden …
The wind …
A particularly evil form of energy …
Steeped in hate
Walks off with no answer to being caught totally surprised finishing the ongoing fence job …
I have no words left …
Oh actually I now have plenty …
Hymm I am you will be absolutely loving the new source material …
And I know like me…
You are sick of the fuckery that surrounds us
lol or maybe you were sick of me .. either way it’s the 3 headed serpent that refuses to die …
Bestie .. Queen of snakes ?
All along …
Mediate state .. needed after an ..
Err … eventful week …
The wind in its almighty fury
Tearing .. literally tearing off parts of the fence …
Made tougher by the ivy holding it together..
The wind gets fiercer as I drift back into the world ..
Only feet from my little cave …
Would you like an axe I say in astonished disbelief
The manifested wind in a female form .. dog walker .. 6 times a day minimum … usually stops at the same spot … sly glances … usually promotes the shutter effect .. and she knows ..
The games we play …
It’s your fence cries back at the wind ..
Yes and your breaking it
It’s your fence
Oh yes like all the others .. all mine … all mysteriously breaking
It’s weird though … The wind .. it spent the entire last summer in only corner of a garden with a hole … strangely with the best angle and only angle to see all the way! Down my garden …
The wind …
A particularly evil form of energy …
Steeped in hate
Walks off with no answer to being caught totally surprised finishing the ongoing fence job …
I have no words left …
Oh actually I now have plenty …
Hymm I am you will be absolutely loving the new source material …
And I know like me…
You are sick of the fuckery that surrounds us
lol or maybe you were sick of me .. either way it’s the 3 headed serpent that refuses to die …
Bestie .. Queen of snakes ?
by LetsTalkAboutX January 14, 2023
Why ..
Put myself out there
In such brutal fashion
Heart on sleeve
…
I often wonder ;)
Yep we went way off track ..
Maybe it was always supposed to
Shining a light does that …
Why .. oh why …
Twinnie .. first and foremost you needed a reply .. regardless
Only ever about you really …
Debate .. I believe we do live in the dark ages still to a degree and felt there is no way back …
That being said … as a kid in the 80s .., teen 90s, seen a lot, changes, I remember pre digital age and kinda think it was golden .. but yep racism and homophobia were rampant when I was young …
We have moved on …
So why do I write with a lot fucks when not really needed ….
Strangely I feel it emphasises my point better … probably doesn’t but maybe part of learning too …
For a long time I didn’t learn shit .. closed my mind ..
Became a wreck
The clean up still continues …
Finally .. a response .. people know exactly who they are .. people know their intent .. people know when they fuck with someone .. people then decide to keep it going or not
Eyes the window to the soul … yes
But there are other windows …
Put myself out there
In such brutal fashion
Heart on sleeve
…
I often wonder ;)
Yep we went way off track ..
Maybe it was always supposed to
Shining a light does that …
Why .. oh why …
Twinnie .. first and foremost you needed a reply .. regardless
Only ever about you really …
Debate .. I believe we do live in the dark ages still to a degree and felt there is no way back …
That being said … as a kid in the 80s .., teen 90s, seen a lot, changes, I remember pre digital age and kinda think it was golden .. but yep racism and homophobia were rampant when I was young …
We have moved on …
So why do I write with a lot fucks when not really needed ….
Strangely I feel it emphasises my point better … probably doesn’t but maybe part of learning too …
For a long time I didn’t learn shit .. closed my mind ..
Became a wreck
The clean up still continues …
Finally .. a response .. people know exactly who they are .. people know their intent .. people know when they fuck with someone .. people then decide to keep it going or not
Eyes the window to the soul … yes
But there are other windows …
by LetsTalkAboutX January 15, 2023
Thanks for the .. 68
Indeed ..
Number changing ..
Needed to for a while ..
Strangely held off ..
Needn’t of bothered ..
Saw enough .. own eyes ..
Indeed ..
Number changing ..
Needed to for a while ..
Strangely held off ..
Needn’t of bothered ..
Saw enough .. own eyes ..
by LetsTalkAboutX March 12, 2023