Definitions by Hym Iam
Cheating
Oh yeah I forgot to address that one (since we're playing the make references to everything the other says)
Hym "I forgot to address the cheating thing. Was that her who cheated? Not the dude right. The 6 month turn around? I saw the video of her talking about her trip and I'm like 'Ooooh yeah she got slutted out by that kickboxer didn't she?' that's hilarious my guy. I actually watch clips of his videos all the time. He's a man after my own heart. He talks like he's one of my disciples or something. Daughter-bang by way of transitive property. I take partial credit. But, anywho, least he didn't type some shit into urban dictionary about her or fucking plagiarism anything. Are you refusing to acknowledge and schizophreniaing him too? I didn't notice any references to him. I can't write about your videos but he can drive your daughter around in a bu-gah-ee and ruin her marriage? That's fair. I'm glad I'm incurring god's vengeance over here."
Reputation
A good person marker / Ethos / "I deserve this" marker.
Hym "It's funny that honesty isn't included in what constitutes being a 'good person' or having a 'good reputation'. We don't like honesty anymore. Like, there aren't 'good people' who are just a little lazy. There aren't any frugal 'good people'. I mean, generosity is obviously good but when your actively gaslighting someone and trying to arbitrate fame it almost seems like you need a 'good person' to be anything other than 'someone who doesn't gaslight strangers and use their ability to appeal to their own credibility to appoint themselves as the supreme arbiter of all moral virtue.'
Hym "It's funny that honesty isn't included in what constitutes being a 'good person' or having a 'good reputation'. We don't like honesty anymore. Like, there aren't 'good people' who are just a little lazy. There aren't any frugal 'good people'. I mean, generosity is obviously good but when your actively gaslighting someone and trying to arbitrate fame it almost seems like you need a 'good person' to be anything other than 'someone who doesn't gaslight strangers and use their ability to appeal to their own credibility to appoint themselves as the supreme arbiter of all moral virtue.'
That's another annoying thing, you use your ethic to give yourself the extracurricular and exclusionary right to change the world in your image. 'You shouldn't criticize the world! You didn't vacuum your carpet this morning or something! But I have a responsibility to change the world in my image even though that makes me an ideologue... which is bad... but I deserve it because I have ethos... which makes it good... but I mask my ideology by projecting my ethic onto religion... which makes it religion... Yeaaah... And no one can do what I do ... Except for that one guy who pulled a hypertext out of his ass.... it won't be intimated by the culture.... oh, wait... it was intimated into 2 different cultures... holy shit I'm a beloved anime character now! Because of him and not me.... That guy is the greatest! What a Goddamn genius! I wish he would breed out my daughter like The Honelander was going to do to Maeve... Except in a sexual way... Then his super-kids could take over the world!' AHAHAHAA! It's just too fucking priceless! I tried to apologize! I tried to give you plenty of time to see the error of you ways... Some people just cannot see reason. It's a Goddamn shame. Hahahahaha! I might not have a good reputation but I am am archetypal figure. So that's good."
Reputation by Hym Iam July 28, 2022
Regret
Do you regret it? Or did it not even cross your mind until I brought it up?
Hym "Oh? Are you going to make me regret invading your little solipsistic golden tower of babel? You stood atop the mountain and it was good. You delayed your gratification. You're finally being lauded as the prophetic figure you always new you would be. You saw the feedback loops huh? You said you saw it. What else did you see? That golden god is going to rain down his moral judgement? The prophet! The god! Praise him! Here's a tip from one dark triad to another: You gotta be more consistent. I mean, if you watch your videos over the last couple of months in juxtaposition to the first few after the Ngo ones, you are all over the place! I mean, from the realization that I wasn't what you thought I was to the glee with which you derided me with your friends to the erratic behavior you're exhibiting now. This is just bizarre
Hym "Oh? Are you going to make me regret invading your little solipsistic golden tower of babel? You stood atop the mountain and it was good. You delayed your gratification. You're finally being lauded as the prophetic figure you always new you would be. You saw the feedback loops huh? You said you saw it. What else did you see? That golden god is going to rain down his moral judgement? The prophet! The god! Praise him! Here's a tip from one dark triad to another: You gotta be more consistent. I mean, if you watch your videos over the last couple of months in juxtaposition to the first few after the Ngo ones, you are all over the place! I mean, from the realization that I wasn't what you thought I was to the glee with which you derided me with your friends to the erratic behavior you're exhibiting now. This is just bizarre
What you guys are doing there is bizarre (that's a reference by the way). You're meting out God's judgement. You arbitrating unforgivable sins. And you're violating the first commandment. To refer to yourself in that manor. It's nuts. Lure me back in (after months without writing) with people I wrote about just to gaslighting me? As I'm intimated into the culture by my favorite writers? Ha! Hahahahaha! This is fucking hilarious! I mean, I told this check I was going to keep her eternal soul and a sex slave and her response was 'Don't threatenba girl with a good time' and here you are trying gaslight me into killing myself and then when it fails you go on a tirade that is causing people to make videos questioning 'what changed?' My punishment didn't work and now I'm ramping up until it works because a god like me shouldn't have to be criticized! You motherfuckers need to look in the mirror. I regret nothing. Hahahahaha!"
$100,000
That's like 3 years of my life. Actually. Intrinsic value? I can't even get credit for things that can be solely credited to me and 30 minutes of your time is worth 3 years of my life.
Hym "You know what's funny about the $100,000 thing? Is that I could see that you were hesitant to answer. Because that does not look good in the context of 'Hard work equals good' argument. That looks like mitigation of work through ones own aggrandizement... Which is the thing I said (I remember everything I've said by the way). And that's why not answering the question ihav egregious to me. Because you can see the same hesitation when he gets asked and he is uniquely obligated to answer (as someone who sells the projection of his pathology on top of the bible). You, at least, have the balls to answer in spite of how it looks. But yeah, 3 whole years and I would be happy as a Goddamn clam. Wouldn't do a damn thing. Might get a used car for a couple of grand but that would be just to make making money easier. Maybe start dieting again, you know? It would actually be cheaper to diet but it's such a pain to cook I never feel like doing it after working do I end up eating out."
Controlling
Boy-oh-boy do I feel controlled right now. Just-a-super duper controlled by the people around me. You're making me do all kinds of stuff and keeping everyone safe from me right now. Yup... Just fulfilling your duty to the broader community. Citing the number of times I've been at the gas station does so very much to stop me from doing anything. It's a good thing everyone knows I want to Burger King just before coming to the place I'm at now.
Hym "Man, I am so glad you guys are controlling me! Because now that I'm being controlled by you, you're literally making me do this. You are the driving force. Because YOU are controlling ME by doing the thing you're doing and then loudly reveling the fact that you got me to do a thing that I wasn't already doing. Neato."
Controlling by Hym Iam July 28, 2022
Believe
Who cares what I believe? You won't even answer the question "Do you believe in God?" Motherfucker. If the church doesn't represent what I believe, why should I subordinate myself to it? Because YOU (as an individual) believe I have a responsibility to... You (in aggregate)? So I'm subordinating my will to you (in aggregate)(and that's not a narcissistic or solipsistic expectation)so that you can stand atop the golden mountain as the prophetic shepherd who got people to do the thing you told them to do. "Your beliefs don't matter. You should be acting in accordance with my beliefs." That is what the words you just said mean. (And if you don't I will collude with the conservative media for the purpose of your gaslighting and derision.) And that's the quiet part.
Hym "In the same way that there is no reason to believe that the Marxist's beliefs are motivated compassion for the poor (as opposed to hatred of the rich), one could just as easily say that there is no reason to believe your beliefs are motivated by compassion for young men but rather fear of delinquent men and hatred for people who you perceive to be freeloaders. I mean listen to how you talk about them. They have a duty to be altruistic (in spite of the fact that it decreases there sexual selection prospects) and productive regardless of the outcome (out of a moral responsibility to people whom your beliefs and/or outcome are irrelevant). And, in the context of your constant referencing of me, is the "jump off of a bridge bit" your way of trying to tell me to kill myself? Because that's like the second to you've told people to kill themselves. That's pretty common in the gaming world though some I'm not one to judge but I generally tell people to not kill themselves."
Neighbor
Hym "So, no? No hot, long legged neighbor booty or...? Because the other day you were reveling in the fact that you supposedly got me to react to you so... In all your immense, god-like power over my life, why are you not able to stop me from doing anything or send me some ass? Because she was already over here trying to get some weiner a while back and I was kind of tired so it didn't take her up on it... But, since you are all the creature, why can you not do the thing I'm telling you to do? Seems like something the creature would be able to do."