when you jerk off to a big fat hairy sweaty girl going down and sucking a big giant horse dick and then having it cum allover her boobs and she eats it.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.