Twink I’d Like To Peg.
A TILP is a twink (a young, attractive, slim, gay man) who you would like to engage in sexual intercourse with, specifically pegging (the sexual practice where a woman performs anal sex with a man, usually using a strap-on or dildo).
churchhurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the churchhurt that was inflicted on me as a child.