The opposite of closerless.
Iam "Furthermore, some of the things I've said clearly bother you. And that'
s understandable. At times that is kind of the point of saying it. But
people (at least recently) have been doing the thing I described. I'm trying to determine the source of the phenomenon and I feel
like actionable information is being withheld. I walked into a store the other day and someone said aloud 'that's a demotion.' Seems innocuous, correct? But that is word for word a thing I blurted out to the
guy that I had initially suspected as the source of the phenomenon I'm talking about. So, for context, this
guy was a former millionaire who lost everything due to drug use and I believe his background had something to do with computers. This is someone who the worst of my
bad behavior in the past would have effected indirectly. So there's motive, opportunity, and know-how. Wouldn't take much to make a site.
People aggregatin information online about
people that are reprehensible isn't unheard of. I can actually list some examples. Charlie Zelenov (who is clearly a schizophrenic) and a
guy that goes by the gamertag Low tier god.
People will rip the streams of the latter (because he's a gaming streamer) and repost his worst moments for the purpose of mocking him (or he does it to himself for the purpose of generating additional revenue on his content by making additional channels). The former is a
guy who challenges random
people to spar and then batters them
inappropriately to inflate his imagined
boxing record. Deontay wilder beat him up publicly.
People post content about him on Facebook. So, the thing I'm talking about does exist in the world. The difference would be that you can find either of these guys with a Google search. Also, comedy show
guy (after my assertion that the
guy who made the shit I wrote into a movie makes reference to the fact that everybody told him that it seemed like it was written by someone other than himself) quoted the interview that I was talking about where the
guy said it was 'a character
study.' I mean, it could be both but I really don't think so man. You want to talk about something bothering you; that shit would bother you. An then there is writer
guy making an overt reference to how I described my DnD character (on the same comedy show, no less) and after I brought it up another channel I watch made reference to DnD for the first time ever. I've watched hundreds videos of this
guy's content. What are the chances that he would reference the
game (DnD) for the first time ever but only after I reference the reference that writer
guy made? It's just bizarre. Is hard to believe that is all in my
head. Or WAS all in my
head UNTIL NOW and I just can't tell the difference. But if I can't tell you the difference, why was I not getting the reference sensation before 3 weeks ago (or so)? Something has clearly changed. Furthermore."
