Tharakan is an hereditary honorary title, often used as a last name. The Tharakan bloodline can trace their roots to early connections with the Maharaja, whom they assisted greatly in times of need. They are thought to be of a higher class and the general public respect their last name when announced. It is similar to the “Thakur” caste of northIndia.
Oh that man is a Tharakan! He is a respectable man from the upper class!
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.