mental trauma that on the surface looks like it numbs the reaction to strong imaginery/events, but in reality is a constant struggle that the mind has adapted and kept on the inside. if strong enough, it might lead to a breakdown. special cases might lead to suicide
person 1: yo have you heard about person 3? he's been missing for 3 days straight, did they catch a cold
person 2: ever since his parents divorced, he's been struggling with toxic parenting projecting their hate for one another into person 3. yesterday I found his pale corpse in an alley. now I know what he meant a year ago when he said he was dying inside
When you can only describe the way you feel as dying inside but you're just insanely happy and/or giddy. You would like to sink into the ground because the happiness is too much.
Y/n: OMGGG MY CRUSH LOOKED AT ME🤪🥵
Bff/n: that's so great🙄 how do you feel???
Y/n: oh fine, I'm just dying inside in a good way
1. A hopeless self-centered attention-whore who has done her best to cut all ties to other people and constatnly tries to make herslef and others feel bad mentally and physically
when you're holding up your phone and making faces at it, as though you are taking a selfie, but you're really taking a picture of the person across from you or the wall or anything else that seems interesting but you don't want to be caught dead taking a picture of.
This action is often made more convincing by wiggling the eyebrows or opening the mouth, to pretend you're trying to get a Snapchat filter to work.
FRIEND A: "Did you just take a stealthie of me?"
FRIEND B (turning phone around): "no I was just using snapchat's new filter, see?"