the absolute worst feeling in the world. you can become depressed because of a certain situation, or no situation at all. it is a mental ilness. its not being able to think straight. nothing seems to matter to you, even things that once did. you feel completely alone, in a room full of people, and you often think about the end. depression can lead to that end. depression is probably the scariest feeling in the world, it causes you to think about everything and analyze things way too deep. you wake up in the morning and ask yourself, 'why am i here?', or 'i wish i was dead'. you lost interest in everything, and you feel like you would rather talk to the wall than to the people around you, because absolutely no one understands you at all, and they just pretend to care about you. your body shakes from the small consumption of food you had that day, and all your mind's set on is the next cigarette you're going to smoke.
by uballer November 18, 2007
depression: a thought the wraps itslef around you and wont let go. suffocating you, till you feel as if you no longer live. breathing becomes something you wish you could stop. noting feels right, good, or makes you happy. you feel alone, alone no matter how many people you surrond yourself with. you want to die, curl up in a ball and dissapear into the floor, the only thought on your mind is death and your funeral. you dream of the day your one wish could come true. you feel darkness all the time, ther is no differnce between day and night anymore. you cant feel anymore, your numb, you ache for soem sort of human feeling, but theres nothing, cutting is the only thing that almost keeps you sane. and eveyone wants to take it away. dont they understand? its the one thing thatr i look forward to, the one thig that keeps me alive, without it i will kill myslef. no. i will kill myslef either way. and when i dont succeed they lock me up saying that i can be let loose in society! my depression is to big and strong now, theres nothing you can do anymore to make it stop. the only way is death, and thats the only way i know that for sure this pain will truly end.
by Carleen June 11, 2007
a word which is overused by people who are upset and have no idea how people who suffer from depression feel
by bassboy12 May 27, 2012
the feeling of true darkness and death, it is caused by chemical imbalances in your brain.....most of the time it maifests its self....but can also obe achieved through drug use or emotional trauma....
its wer u feel as tho ur a different person to what u wer before you had it, feel so much pain in ur heart u cant even smile, u distance from everyone and keep ur problems to urs self, shame becomes a factor.....depression is sterioutyped 2 mainly effect girls....but also efects guys just as commonly,
depression takes away all thats good about ur life, and turns u into a hollow shell...
it will manifest in every aspect of ur life.....and u will try 2 stop it by, drug and alcohol abuse, cutting or self harm.indulging in dangerous practices and suicide. ther is help out ther, but its to costly and out of reach for alot of people.
its wer u feel as tho ur a different person to what u wer before you had it, feel so much pain in ur heart u cant even smile, u distance from everyone and keep ur problems to urs self, shame becomes a factor.....depression is sterioutyped 2 mainly effect girls....but also efects guys just as commonly,
depression takes away all thats good about ur life, and turns u into a hollow shell...
it will manifest in every aspect of ur life.....and u will try 2 stop it by, drug and alcohol abuse, cutting or self harm.indulging in dangerous practices and suicide. ther is help out ther, but its to costly and out of reach for alot of people.
Someone1:"everytime is see ur eyes u look so sad....ur depressed arnt u"
Self: "nar fuck off im not like that im happy"
Someone2: "U dpressed emo goth wrist cutting peice of shit.. i hope u die!"
Self: so do i....
Self: "nar fuck off im not like that im happy"
Someone2: "U dpressed emo goth wrist cutting peice of shit.. i hope u die!"
Self: so do i....
by Hollow666 July 24, 2006
being depressed, or having depression -something that is never understood by people who have not experienced it
Depressed: There are illnesses that kill you. And illnesses that make you want to kill yourself... Depression fucks people up
by xXxBruisePristinexXx May 18, 2006
when you are stuck in a negative state of mind. you lose all motivation for school and having a social life is extremely difficult because when you are depressed you are boring to be around and your negative vibes are not wanted (at least thats how it feels to a depressed person). you feel like if your life was a youtube video, the majority of the comments on it would say "Fail"
you have to force smiles to prevent people from commenting about how fucking miserable and sad you look, and at the lunch table someone usually will comment: "Wow has anyone ever seen _________(fill in name of depressed person) laugh?"
you cant just decide to be happy and look on the positive side of things, you are stuck in this state of mind as long as you are in the same situation but it is very possible to get out of it in life changing events (like going to college, leaving a shitty small private school)
you have to force smiles to prevent people from commenting about how fucking miserable and sad you look, and at the lunch table someone usually will comment: "Wow has anyone ever seen _________(fill in name of depressed person) laugh?"
you cant just decide to be happy and look on the positive side of things, you are stuck in this state of mind as long as you are in the same situation but it is very possible to get out of it in life changing events (like going to college, leaving a shitty small private school)
kid 1: hey look at that kid in the back of the room, he never smiles, i wonder what he's thinking about
kid 2:i think he's emo or something. hes so conceited i think he hates everyone
kid in the back: im not emo im depressed and i am the opposite of conceited
kid 2:i think he's emo or something. hes so conceited i think he hates everyone
kid in the back: im not emo im depressed and i am the opposite of conceited
by wittyname January 16, 2010
The state in which you feel hopeless. Nothing works, or ever will, or even ever has for you. People hate you for no reason. Even God seems to hate you too. Every day is a repitition of the same events. You have no luck, and there's no way of changing it.
by Senator Assface September 09, 2006