A
boy who I
like, who I've been in love with for ever. He has many gigs liking him which makes. Me wildly jealous but I never say anything or I try not too because he has a girlfriend (who doesn't really treat him right) and she gets mad very easily when
like any girl talks to him. When I see him my heart drops and flutters at the same time, I have so much to say but I can't say it because I always lose. My voice around him, I try to act confident and care free but the thing is that I really really
like him. He has got quite a big
head from all the girls that
like him even though he says he doesn't
like all that attention, and I don't want to just be another girl that likes him. He has issues that he's opened upto me about who h is awesome and I always want to
help him and make sure he's always
happy but he always act all manly and carefree which is okay it's him. Anyway whenever I'
m around him it's like I can't breathe but he gives me confidence... I feel depressed but I also feel amazing, and sometimes. I wonder if this is what the other girls feel..... He probably has heard this a million to.
Ed. And I feel stupid for writing this but I just wish i could tell him without ruining our friendship.....
I like this
boy mateo who all the other girls
like, I've tried to
stop liking him a million times but I cannot. I don't want to be just another girl that likes him, he kills. Me but I love it.