The antidote to "123". While 123 represents the "noble sacrifice" of letting a soulmate go for their own good, 321 represents
the realization that
the sacrifice is a mistake. It is the refusal to accept the end, acknowledging that the partner's absence is the true burden, not their presence. It signifies turning back, undoing
the departure.
Let me tell you another secret: I know people who
communicate through "last seen" timestamps
using our own silent
definitions. Well, yours-you are the poet; I became one just for you. And while that makes me so proud of you, it also makes me sad. Why are we such fools to suffocate a love like ours?
You speak of a "movie ending" sacrifice to leave me unburdened, but you are wrong. Your absence is the burden.
I really don't want to let go. Not now, never. You say it's for the best, but nothing is "good" without you since you left. That noble sacrifice we talk about is actually the reason for the tears I shed in secret. Why live in this sadness when we could be sharing life, listening, holding, and facing everything together?
I don't want to burn brighter somewhere else. I want to burn beside you.
"Happy" is not the word to describe how I'm feeling right now. And I can see
you're not happy either. So why would we sacrifice for each other when neither of us is truly alive without the other?
I refuse to accept that letting go is the answer.
Why are we choosing pain? We could be happy. We could talk, listen, and simply live. Please, don't push me away "for my own good" when my good is you.
I wish you could find the courage to call me. I miss your voice.
"Why are you still visiting that city alone?"
Because I refuse to let go. I go there hoping to find you.
I told you once: "There are two things I never want to lose: one is you, the other is us."
I love YOU!
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