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Definitions by My ❤️ will never stop 4u

Don’t know if the relax was for me…
I hate to admit it, it was needed:)
And guess what? My head listened🙀
And “eventually” I will get what I want❤️
… my list of my wants may grow longer … just saying❤️… yep, totally added a certain restaurant to the list:)

🥰 I love you!!!!

My plane is actually flying high without numbers… interesting… but I would gladly take numbers back at any moment ❤️
My head says thank you for chilling me out 😽
Prior to numbers with you (I miss numbers btw) I was like a plane always at a constant altitude… then you, numbers, ud came… I soared through the clouds, went higher than any plane ever could, it was is amazing! I love the feeling and the things I see when flying so high. However, sometimes the plane flies low. Yesterday, I was a crop duster I guess. It was my own doing essentially… I was hopeful I was getting my numbers back … and i didn’t.
Why am I so fixated on these numbers? It was a way for me to talk to you, it was a way for me to make sure you were okay, I loved wondering/hoping you were going to show up where I was… hey, I didn’t even have map access and I did that lol…

(Voice in head???) and you don’t need numbers to talk to him, tell him that you love him, he will feel it!

Not really sure where the voice in head came from, as I was typing … the thought just came…

Interesting points this voice has, so now numbers help me from not hearing voices. I may have to ponder this voice today…🤔
I guess that is a no on creating a factious account and friending you on it🫣
My point is not that I am hearing voices… I will keep you updated on any additional things I hear though😳 my point is YOU are the only one who makes me soar through the sky… flying higher and higher!

I love you!!!

I said it… hope you felt it!
How do I get you off the step?
You know I would do anything!!!
I miss you!
I LOVE YOU!!!

I don’t want to be deleted!
I have read posts over and over, read text messages over and over, tried to figure out where and why this delete came from… many different theories. The abducted by aliens I have crossed off.
You think I posted delete if you are done, meant I was done …. NEVER! I wanted you to feel you had a way out if you wanted… you weren’t actually suppose to use it.

The thumb and letter… I still don’t get. It is not like you accidentally deleted me… if so, add me back and play numbers with me❤️❤️

Text… patted walls? I do have a room with padded walls. That is where the couch is. I would love the opportunity to show you:) my room is not typical.

You had to delete me … otherwise… all cats would be sent to Mars. Or for the Amazing Race, continuing the theory of believing what you can’t see.

Someone else made you… but my 1 word can mean a 1000… really makes me think it is something i said.

You are done.. again posts don’t prove this either.

As you can see, I don’t know!

What I do know…
I love you more than I ever loved anyone/anything in my life!
The love we have for each other I cherish!!! I would never do anything to deliberately jeopardize it!
I want to be with YOU 4 ever!!!!

No pressure… but today (when you read this) is give me what I want day❤️❤️
If anything to take out of this message… please understand I LOVE YOU! … and of course always!!!
I hate this!
But I was alone and thinking… and the tears came…. Younger colleagues will be here shortly…
I don’t understand this!

I try to see the positives… right, there is a positive in everything

Got it… just because I can’t stop crying… my tear ducts are cleaned out.
Until one day
Until I can be complete
One day!
Happy days are here again
The skies above are clear again
So let's sing a song of cheer again
Happy days are here again

All together shout it now
There's no one
Who can doubt it now
So let's tell the world about it now

Happy days are here again
Your cares and troubles are gone
There'll be no more from now on
From now on

Happy days are here again
The skies above are clear again
So let's sing a song of cheer again
Happy times, happy nights
Happy days are here again
Happy days in happy land ❤️❤️
Someday again ❤️❤️
I should probably stop, but I miss you… I miss you to the point it hurts … I miss telling you I love you how many times a day! I miss trying to figure out your numbers. I miss giggling when I end up searching for the number you’re on and one of the sexual ones comes up first. I miss the excitement over new posts and checking to see if you moved your numbers. I miss playing numbers with you! I miss you telling me you love me!!
I miss YOU!!!! I miss US!!
I have definitely learned you need to appreciate what you have when you have it…
Sometimes I was focused on soon, being in your arms etc … today, I just want my numbers.

I don’t know what to say.. I probably have said things that make no sense… but I am not willing to give up!

I want to go back to the happy land… the happy land where I could feel my heart flowing with love everywhere I went. This is going to sound stupid, but I could feel the flow to your heart today when I saw you:) I wrote about this feeling before… I think at the time I used pull… it is more a connection.

We had that personality analysis… I am a golden retriever which is nurturing and a problem solver, they need to figure out the why… I must say that was pretty accurate.

Whatever is the why… I love you ❤️

As you can see my mind is like a bowl of jumping beans… sorry.