Krkič's definitions

sniper

so im sat in wide space, sat to create something out of nothing, bring it into a world thats shared, and i know there lies my biggest fear, almost undescribable, and im struggling to identify this fear, im older now and things become patterns, routines, so how do i know i do or don't do things because i fear or my experience tells me to leave it untouched (because i see no gain from it or its simply a "bad" idea)
i long to conquer what holds me back, i havent even begun to bite out a fat chunk of whats on the other side,

I mean is it essentially fear of failure, that would ring an old bell, like when dad used to put me down (im sure he wasnt aware of what he was doing and i am old enough to kick these memories away but im not pro enough to detect where these wounds are hiding, like if they are embedded in some of my favourite routines, in my sophisticated repertoire of poor excuses.

so i let this be my next study. fear and where it may hide, the sniper on the roof top who views the scenery through the long shot. Its the only thing that can hold me back. the only thing capable of stealing my life, robbing me of everything i deserve.

by Krkič December 5, 2019

Terrence

Terrence is cute. I want to blindfold him and let him drive us to the beach. If we survive, I'll know he cares.

"Terrence, what you doing next week?"
"Building a hut"
"How manly!"

by Krkič June 1, 2019

The Ono Effect

you can be nice and friendly all you want. theres always going to be some to whom you are the asian bitch that stole one of ours. whether vocab slurs like "asian bitch", "steal" or "ours" are wrong and hurtful or not.

Samira did not see it coming. The Ono Effect had her caught in hostile categories she was aware of but did not believe in. Unfair. 💧

by Krkič March 16, 2020

everybody

I loved how my hand found its perfect case in yours when we were in some dense wood outside Bergama and i was kneeling because i had to puke so bad after lunch in a dodgy bistro. While i was gagging sweating tasting my own vomit crying, i was so aware of your tender fingers securing their grip. I could neither look at you nor tell you how much it meant. This little gesture. You can be such a sweet person.

we are sensitive, fragile, self-centered people sometimes, forgetting that there's worse in the world than our offended little souls, adversities so scandalous and heart-breaking, they make our issues look small and our so-called hardships void.
Why can't we be a little lighter, a little more in tune with everybody, a little less tight

by Krkič October 1, 2019

tap

Can you drink tap water in Dublin?

tap tap

by Krkič June 6, 2019

2032

Aw to look a human in the eye
to face them, hear them.
to touch them maybe
its the best
the fucking best

No need to get all 2032

by Krkič December 19, 2019

skin

a cheap servant
a cheap child carer
a cheap nurse
a cheap whore
a cheap therapist
a cheap cook
a cheap secretary
a cheap hostess
a cheap diplomat
a cheap counsellor
a cheap teacher
a cheap shopper
a cheap maid
a cheap thinker
a cheap planner
a cheap educator
a cheap child bearer
a cheap trophy

shedding skin after skin after skin after skin
of every year after year after year after year

by Krkič February 2, 2021