Krkič's definitions

Vernon

when we are at home i feel like i can be me around him: dancing, cursing, crying, laughing, whatever. he will just wait out the moody wave because he knows. at home he will be either the sweetest softest dearest soulcalmie or -if triggered by outside stuff- distance himself for a bit. Vernon's anger tolerance is rather low but he knows himself well and tries to protect those dear to him. So he'll just go and let the anger pass.

At home we can live out our neediness, touching skins and speaking low, carressing flesh and dreaming out loud. Its really whatever we feel like.
when we are outside its a little different. I tend to get nervous and might need more time to really open up. Vernon is always aware of it and so supportive. That really helps. I love the little things he does, it could be just a certain look in his eyes, a quick touch or the wildest thing he whispers in my ear that makes my flower bend towards him.

"is that Vernon?"
"no, thats not Vernon. Vernon's not here." (while Vernon is standing next to them)

by Krkič May 4, 2019

skin

a cheap servant
a cheap child carer
a cheap nurse
a cheap whore
a cheap therapist
a cheap cook
a cheap secretary
a cheap hostess
a cheap diplomat
a cheap counsellor
a cheap teacher
a cheap shopper
a cheap maid
a cheap thinker
a cheap planner
a cheap educator
a cheap child bearer
a cheap trophy

shedding skin after skin after skin after skin
of every year after year after year after year

by Krkič February 2, 2021

2032

Aw to look a human in the eye
to face them, hear them.
to touch them maybe
its the best
the fucking best

No need to get all 2032

by Krkič December 19, 2019

meta

Please less meta

less meta. Make me understand
Im sure i can

by Krkič March 6, 2020

that

Im such a late upwaker.

Sorry, i was so blind and deaf.
I promised myself an antinumb 2019.
It's a huge project.

I did not know you were contacting until recently. Plus i have asked for help only a month ago (like you advised me to, thank you for that).

Tell me how to get in touch with you and i will listen, i will talk.

by Krkič March 28, 2019

mmf

How have you been?
Let us phone tonight!

mmf

by Krkič April 25, 2020

inexhaling

inhaling and exhaling
inhaling and exhaling
inhaling and exhaling
inhaling and exhaling
inhaling and exhaling
inhaling and exhaling

You. How are you today? Wanna meet up later in the park doing some inexhaling? Simply. Wondrously. That would totally make my day.

by Krkič April 17, 2019