Definitions by Hym Iam
Thing
Hym "Oh! You see it? He said the thing! From the show!"
Iam "Yeah, yeah I see it..."
Hym "Right!? That shit is metal!"
Iam "Yeah..."
Hym "Why so glum chum?"
Iam "Oh... You know... Everything is falling apart. My life is going to be miserable, indefinitely, from today forward."
Hym "Don't worry. You'll die eventually."
Iam "That... Doesn't make me feel better."
Hym "It isn't intended to." 😐
Iam *sigh* "I know...."
Iam "Yeah, yeah I see it..."
Hym "Right!? That shit is metal!"
Iam "Yeah..."
Hym "Why so glum chum?"
Iam "Oh... You know... Everything is falling apart. My life is going to be miserable, indefinitely, from today forward."
Hym "Don't worry. You'll die eventually."
Iam "That... Doesn't make me feel better."
Hym "It isn't intended to." 😐
Iam *sigh* "I know...."
Understanding
Hym "Well, now that we've come to understanding, I didn't even intend to involve you in this. You just happened to be the first person to say my name (in context) and have, at some level, substantiated the claim I have motherfuckers in my personal life putting me on the internet."
Iam "We have some other stuff too but I've been so depressed lately I just haven't felt like writing."
Iam "We have some other stuff too but I've been so depressed lately I just haven't felt like writing."
Understanding by Hym Iam August 29, 2022
No, seriously
Hym "No, seriously. You have to at least acknowledge (internally at least) that the the situation is extreme. From Gangstalking, to almost jail, to retard sex cult, to publicly robbed by a millionaire², to gaslit by a psychologist. It never ends. It never ends! I'm going to got hunting and the deer is going to hunt me! The next time I go to eat my food is going to eat me. And to have you all sit there and wonder why anyone would behave immorally. 'No. You should have to do all that AND behave morally' as you snicker to yourself before you revel in the irony of the situation and your contempt of me. Revel in my sweet, silent suffering in your hellraiser suffering cult because that's what feeds your reality monster. Suffering is sacrosanct, after all. And now I hang. My grip loosening on the edge of the bottom rung. The people above me, on the edge? Staring down blankly and pissing."
No, seriously by Hym Iam August 25, 2022
Down
Does it go back down?
Hym "If I do something that makes you look bad what happens? That's my question. How far does it go down? Really. I how much of my life is being consumed by this thing that is being done? It seems like every social interaction. Almost every time I'm out I have at least one. And FOR WHAT? Saying a thing and over time being proven to be right. And what do I get? Scorn. It really it's a matter of exploitation and nepotism. How do you justify using all that and doing all that without even acknowledging me. I'm in the direst of states and what do I get? Ignored. All that talk about caring about the poor contradicts the poor people are poor because their lazy. School shooters are school shooters because they're crazy. Maybe the scales are just tilted against people. Maybe sometimes arbitrarily. Sometimes at the hands of other people. Sometimes it's at the hands of others AND arbitrary. You see the parallel there right? And for saying THAT I get THIS. And I'm supposed to ... What? You have to see how you all are causing the problems you're angry about. You talk about people like me endless. And I talk about people like you I'm speaking above my station. Trapped in an endless hypocrisy. Why? Why participate? For either of us.
Look
Hym "Look at what you're doing to me right now. I got people referencing every message. I don't even know what to call it. How the fuck am I supposed to live like this without any recourse? I got people catching me in the street. And all because you're taking the other side on a contentious topic. You don't like the shit that I've said. You don't care. You don't care. Why are you doing that? Do you not have a choice. Why make that choice? Why listen of you're just going to ignore me? It's not even that I want kids to be harmed but it's like what the fuck is a guy like me supposed to do? Seriously. And don't give me some bullshit 'just work super duper hard bro!' You know that's not what I'm talking about! It's insane. What you're doing here is insane. What am I supposed to do about this at a personal level. 'Nothing. Just do nothing. Even doing nothing elicits the same response. You continue to do the thing that you're doing. This isn't a thing that other people are dealing with. What am I supposed to do? And I'm right. I'm also right. That's the worst part of all this. I made all these claims and exactly what I said would happen has happened exactly the way I said it would and I'm paying the price somehow. How is a guy supposed to deal with this?"
Framing
Hym "No. That's a framing thing you're doing there and I knew you would do it before I said anything. You've fallen for my trap card. There is no reason I shouldn't benefit. And I can just as easily say that you only care about arbitrating the outcomes of people who are doing what you want them to do. I've personally proved that all your posturing about due process and truth is horse shit and, outside of the people who are in your direct sphere of influence, you are entirely indifferent to the outcomes of there lives. You sit and posture about how if people did what you said their lives would improve but I did what you said and my life didn't improve. I, on the other hand, said that if you did what I said your kids might stop getting shot. You ignored me and then what I said was going to happen, happened. You didn't even try. You just let them kids got shot because you don't want THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO WOULD HYPOTHETICALLY DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO (INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY DOING IT) HAVE A GOOD LIFE. Because YOU'RE THE GOOD ONE. You should have a good life. And you don't care how many kids have to die so long a Hym doesn't get something he doesn't deserve."
Hym "I wasn't going to say anything at first because it was like 'Oh shit, I'm the dragon he's imitating!' and then it was like 'oh cool he's having all the guys I name after the plagiarism thing!' and then it was like 'oh no he's doing it to spite me and redistribute credit for things I've said.' That's 3 sins . So, my question is what would happen to you if I did something? How inextricably linked are we now?"