When a man whole-handedly grips the penis, and as he exudes his piss. Procceeds to grip the the rim of the toilet and lower his dick into the bowl. As to not miss a singledrop and be as quiet as possible.
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.