A dangerous level of black pilled where you have lost faith in everything. You see everyone as a scammer including your wife. You think of existence as a scam. Everything sucks. You see everyone as a psychopath.
Charcoal Black Pilled Yarci said - fuck everyone and everything. Everyone is a Psychopath scamming everyone
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.