suicidal depression 

suicidal depression is something that i have actually so its where you want suicide and have depression at the same time, like you really really want to suicide but u dont want to because you dont know if thats gonna be good or not

heres a example

Matt: Hey Bro!
Me: Yea
Matt: what u doing

me: listening to some xxxtentacion
matt: why?
me: i have suicidal depression
matt:oh

suicidal depression by Littoral April 10, 2019

Suicidal Depression 

A Condition that most Internet users have.

Guy: I have Suicidal Depression
Girl: Oh cool, you use Reddit

Suicidal Depression by UnHomo May 19, 2021

Suicidal depression 

Depression with suicidal thoughts

Doctor Billy has suicidal depression

Suicidal depression by 459395 July 11, 2024

Suicidal/Depressive Black Metal (SDBM/DSBM) 

A sub-genre of Black Metal which focuses on themes of suicide, anti-humanity, self-mutilation, negative energy, and emotional imbalance or unrest.

Some "well known" bands in this genre include: Xasthur, Burzum, Silencer, Make A Change... Kill Yourself, and Nocturnal Depression.

He killed himself while listening to Suicidal/Depressive Black Metal (SDBM/DSBM).

Suicidal/Depressive Black Metal (SDBM/DSBM) by GnostickNihilist23 October 11, 2008