when you love someone. when they love you too. or you thought they did at least. they said they would never leave you and that they loved you. you never trusted
people easily because of your past but you put your
heart in their hands and asked them to be careful with it and they said they would but they crushed it. when your
heart breaks, you feel this stabbing
pain and you feel sick like you canāt eat and you donāt understand anything and you donāt know what you did wrong and all you want is them but they donāt want you anymore and you canāt eat and you feel sick and you canāt stop crying or even worse, you
go numb. your mind shuts down, all your feelings fade away. youāre at a loss of emotions. you gave them your everything and all they gave you was
pain. you trusted them. they promised they would never leave, but they did. they left. and theyāre
gone now. and thereās nothing you can do about it because no matter how
hard you try to fix things it never seems to be enough cause some way or another you end up messing
something up, and even if you know it wasnāt your fault you canāt blame them because you love them so much so you take the blame yourself and they blame you too. you always had a feeling deep down this would happen but you always pushed it away because you thought they would never do that to you. i guess we know who won the āi love you moreā
game.
Heartbroken means the above
definition.
Example:
*you and your crush are playing truth or dare*
Them: Truth or dare?
u: Truth
T: Who do u
like?
u: iām not saying
T: Cmon iām not gonna tell anyone, and iāll tell you after
u: Promise youāll say after?
T: yeah sure. who is it? Please?!
u: You.
T: I like You too.
*you start talking everyday and you fall in
love with them and they fall in
love with you*
T: Why are you being so
dry
u: Sorry iām just not in the best mood right now
T: Why?
u: I donāt know why.
T: How do you not know why youāre in a bad mood? That makes no sense.
u: Iām sorry.
T:
Whatever. Youāre always in a bad mood. I cant do this anymore.
u: Do what? What do you mean?
T: This! I cant do this. Youāre so frustrating. Iāve tried my best. Itās up to you now.
u: Please donāt do this. Iām sorry i wonāt get
sad anymore iām sorry please donāt leave me.
T: Stop it. I donāt want your apologies. Just leave.
u: Im sorry.
Them:
Whatever. If you wonāt leave, i will.
u: I love you though
T: I donāt love you. I never did. Youāre worthless.
u: Im sorry
T: Just
stop. I donāt want your meaningless apologies. I donāt want you. I wasted 9 months of my life on you, and i donāt wanna waste a second more. Iām leaving.
( a note, you donāt need him or her. you donāt need them. trust me, i know from experience what heartbreak is
like, and you WILL be okay. I cant say how or when, but youāre going to be okayā¤ļø) i love you