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Day two of no words for you to read…
I pray you know this is not up to me…
As I always post for words for you to see…
It is simply UD…

New words that post,

I told you how to tell…
I just have to believe…
That you know it is not up to me…

Two days go by
I Worry it will be weeks again…
Ugghh…

It will be okay!!!
Oh how I pray 🙏🏻

Just remember, I love you everyday ❤️❤️❤️

I by Just a girl with 💔 July 11, 2023

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I think the boot is still in my mouth:(

I guess that didn’t come out right:(

I could try to explain, but that typically makes it worse or I at least think it does….

Hmmm… I was trying to say I would exercise to have me not always referring to warmth…
I was trying to say, I love you!!!
I was trying to say, I want to be in your arms…
I was trying to say, to be surrounded by YOU is my desire…

Okay… I will insert boot again

I by Just a girl with 💔 July 28, 2023

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Kinda bummed…
Finished cleaning out the apartment today…

Scrubbing floors etc…
It made me sad to think of all the lost time…
And for what?

Stubbornness to win:(
We never did talk about what happened as he was never capable of doing so…
I know he is at peace now…
And now I need to find my peace with it…
It was pretty cool, when I was leaving four birds flew up and sat on his railing of his deck…
As I drove away, the birds flew away…
Kinda like… it is okay.
Ironically, I have 4 in heaven…
And with that, I have my peace…
Just had to tell someone…

Not bummed anymore…
Sometimes you just need to say it and get it out…
I hope I didn’t bring sadness though…
I am going to go with no…
Guess what?

I love you soooo….
Much!!!!

I by Just a girl with 💔 July 29, 2023

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I have a remedy…
For when your heart…
May feel crushed…
Don’t mind if I blush…
Shakes …
You know I will make…
The remedy, you see…
Is you holding me❤️❤️❤️

I love you!!!
And there is nothing!!!!
That can or will ever change that!!!!

I by Just a girl with 💔 July 31, 2023

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So many things …
I want to do…
With you…
But patient…
They tell me…
I have to be…
One day I will see…
“focus on your love for he…
And remember always believe”
Listen is what I do…
And it chases away any blues…

As my love for you…
Nothing can beat…
The time will come…
When i will be complete…
Talking to butterflies

Although quite neat…
Will take a seat…

All the words I will say…
Can you imagine everyday ❤️❤️❤️
How I dream of this day!!!
I love you always … in every way ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I by Just a girl with 💔 August 3, 2023

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It is on me…
I get these ideas…
Then have expectations for said idea…
Then said idea doesn’t work…
Which leads to sad…

As much as I get excited about ideas and doing them when they work… well, actually I don’t think any of them have…

New idea… get sad or want to come up with an idea= workout

I by Just a girl with 💔 August 17, 2023

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Olive juice

Came and went
Deleted the ones pertaining to it…
Typically not a hypocrite.

I will always love you!

I by Just a girl with 💔 August 17, 2023