Is a
joke. You start with high hopes for a change from middle
school and excitement in your freshmen year, but no. It's gonna be the same. Oh, and it gets worse as you progress into senior year.
You go around looking for friendships, failing to realize you're not gonna see them again after four years. You stress over rigorous curriculum such as AP classes, get yourself involved in
school activities... all just to impress colleges (so you're not really passionate about what you're doing). It's less likely you'd take academics seriously in high
school since you're overridden by the perpetual stress and negativity around and at you. And you run into these so called "
friends" trying to be BFFs with you without foreseeing one
day they'd get tired of you and move on, leaving a hole in your heart that never heals up if you've develop feelings for them. At that point, you're gonna think about turning everyone away from you or limit your socialization thinking it'll avoid that problem when it'll only make you feel worse that you're alone.
Mistakes are NOT okay in high
school. If someone (teachers/classmate) hates you from the beginning, they're gonna hate you until the end.
Oh, and don't think about revisiting your old high
school either. It's a waste of gas,
money, and time to get rudely chewed up by the staff kicking the alumni out.