She was the female Jim
Jones (a seemingly outgoing, charismatic, even fun/exciting person to some despite her
true introverted nature) , she liked dead things and Jesus, at least she talked about those subjects frequently enough that people would think she did. It was most likely a means to an end, a way to manipulate the masses (the same reason she really liked winning at any kind of game from electronic to
sports to board games, it made her feel powerful and where
sports was concerned, there were dollar signs in it. She wasn'
t telling anyone none of this stuff was actually sacred to her, in case some questioned her she could fall back on looking sane and normal, just a bit of an eccentric with an obsession or
two that most people didn't notice.