it will feel like your heart was pierced straight through, and anytime someone walks a little too close, it trembles with the force of a million waves pounding the shores, threatening to shatter into dust and coat every memory, past and future, with the pain of something wonderful that fell apart and the guilt in the knowing that you are at fault just as much as they are. it weighs you down until all you hear is the "what if"s and all you can do is curl in on yourself and wait for someone to find you and pull you out. it is the feeling that puts new meaning to the word loneliness and puts into perspective just how much a person can lose, just how much of a shell a body can become. it is the one feeling that will always be remembered, the first feeling that will come to mind when someone says "first love"
I didn't know it was possible to lose so many tears or regret not regretting someone so much as i did after my first heartbreak.
by let.me.cry. April 21, 2020
 Get the first heartbreakmug.
Get the first heartbreakmug. Satish: "Guess who I just met the other day?"
Rishabh: "Your mom?"
Satish: "No, Vivek The First"
Rishabh: "I'm gonna bussssssst"
Rishabh: "Your mom?"
Satish: "No, Vivek The First"
Rishabh: "I'm gonna bussssssst"
by Bohemian Rhapsody 35 September 9, 2021
 Get the vivek the firstmug.
Get the vivek the firstmug. generally a violinist who has a enormous ego. they look down upon all the sections and are generally more privileged. we are better than you *hairflip*
by amandafrancesca  January 14, 2018
 Get the first violinmug.
Get the first violinmug. The street war tactic of attacking your enemies before they attack you. Also known as retaliating first. It requires great skill and paranoia to anticipate a threat and then smash them before they get to you.
by Captain hard March 10, 2017
 Get the bomb firstmug.
Get the bomb firstmug. Using a guy/girl that you don't like to get your 1st kiss, 1st make out, and/or 1st relationship over with. Gets you past all the "Awkward Firsts" so you have confidence and experience for the one(s) you do like.
by stellarheart557 January 13, 2011
 Get the Awkward Firstmug.
Get the Awkward Firstmug. Jimmy (true Noob): Oh i totally got this Noob.
Narrator: "First Blood"
Jimmy: WTF, thats totally bullshit.
Pro: hahahahahahah
Narrator: "First Blood"
Jimmy: WTF, thats totally bullshit.
Pro: hahahahahahah
by dick Johnnie Walker October 14, 2009
 Get the First Bloodmug.
Get the First Bloodmug. He was pained by blue balls after his girlfriend fell off the mountain in his lap and ran home crying.
by Wintergreen February 29, 2004
 Get the first kissmug.
Get the first kissmug.