Having a girlfriend but not answering her calls because you feel overwhelmed. Letting people literally beat you to death without a care in the world. Having every single antidepressant and it's side effects memorized in your mind. Writing sad poetry to the point where it hurts to pick up a pen. Not showering for days because you can't force yourself out of bed. Sharp metals hidden in the drawer of your bed-table. Spending weekends alone because you can't find motivation to make plans, nor do you really feel like it. Not knowing what to do anymore because everything just leads to you crying with your hands over your ears, trying to block out the world. A romanticized disorder that SHOULD NOT be. Romanticized to the point where people suffering feel unworthy of treatment because they feel like a typical loser. Having more doctors than you can count. Blanking out of everything you know you knew at least a minute ago. Losing your friends because you "don't do enough." Wondering every night why it feels like no one loves you. Having your school become nosy because they want to keep their perfect reputation and they don't want fucked up students in their school. Being a social reject because you don't feel like talking. People always asking "why don't you ever smile?" Being the best at hiding things, you can never be sure everyone knows everything. Hating yourself.
not reading this whole thing
not reading this whole thing
by anti-desire February 09, 2020
by annabelle beirne January 24, 2019
What every 12 year old girl in middle school feels like after their best friend went to Starbucks without them
Sally: Hey guys where are you going?
Mary: Oh were just gonna get Starbucks but I don’t have enough money for you so
Sally: *cries for no reason* you made me DEPRESSED EEEEEEEEEEE
Mary: Oh were just gonna get Starbucks but I don’t have enough money for you so
Sally: *cries for no reason* you made me DEPRESSED EEEEEEEEEEE
by commit stop body function September 11, 2019
Feeling depression, a dark and serious emotion, which is sometimes dangerous. It contains a feeling of sadness and numbness, which doesn't go away over time. Now it is being used by "qUirKy" fourteen-year-olds to be edgy and relatable, therefore losing its original meaning.
Thirteen-year-old basic white girl named Jessica who forgets to do her homework one night: sIgH, i aM depressed guys, i waNna die😭
by yeeyeecowboy March 31, 2019
The word a 14 yr old girl uses to describe herself thinking that people will give her more attention.
Lily: oh hey I’m lily
Hannah: oh hi I’m Hannah and oh btw I’m depressed
Lily: ...
Hannah: *goes back to her room full of LED lights and posts herself crying on tik tok for more attention
Hannah: oh hi I’m Hannah and oh btw I’m depressed
Lily: ...
Hannah: *goes back to her room full of LED lights and posts herself crying on tik tok for more attention
by Gehsgiddb June 08, 2020
something that almost all of gen z has and if you dont.
your probs boring.
Haha kiddin good for you jkjkjk
your probs boring.
Haha kiddin good for you jkjkjk
by Caroline14 November 11, 2020
"i am depressed, but no one cares."
by xemptyx November 19, 2004