Nope. Not playing nothing off like a joke. I
don't know where you're getting that from.
Hym "Noooo. Not a joke. The little retard wanted to mock me in relationship to a
definition I posted about my
disappointment regarding the realization that I was working in a retard sex cult. 'BuT sHe'
S mY fAvOrItE!.' This showed that he either had access to the internet (which they explicitly lied about) OR someone there had access to my email. I
don't necessarily believe people with disabilities aren't people. I believe that filthy sub-human piece of
retarded shit needed to learn not to bite the hand feeds him. Literally. I literally had to feed him like a dog. Pour kibble into a bowl for him. Like... Am I joking right now? Is this a joke? You want me to dial that back for you? Ok. Uuuh... He'
s not an animal. He's a super duper special wonderful magical guy. Oh God, he is just a-oh-so-much better than me. JEEZ Boy-oh-boy do I wish I was him. If only! Maybe Dr. Jeepjorp is right! Maybe I should jump off a bridge and pray to God on the way down that I'm reincarnated AS HIM so I can be THAT MUCH better than myself.
HOOOOO MAN! I mean, I can only
dream! I can only
dream of being half of the not-
retarded, not-piece-of-shit that he is. Really! I really mean it. I mean all of the
words that I'
m saying right now! All of them. Everyone
single utterance that is aggrandizing to him; I mean all of it. And that doesn't just apply to him but it applies to everyone even vaguely similar to him. If your hair color has even a remotely similar hue; you are undoubtedly better than me in every way. Not as better than me as he is but, gosh-golly, you're just so great! I'm just-a-gonna have to work super duper hard to that one day I'll be good enough to
lick his boots clean. Yeah, that'
s it. One day I'll deserve something. Not today but one day I'll be able to channel a fraction of what he is and then I
will finally deserve something more than to be drenched in piss on the
bottom rung of society... Shoot, that'll be great! Won't ever be better than him but, man, maybe I won't have to drown in piss forever! Right? Am I... Am I right? Guys? Is... Should I work super duper hard to not be as good as him? Will it make my life meaningful? Because my life doesn't have inherent meaning I have to do things and it can't be too easy. If it doesn't take effort for me to achieve then I'm a Free-Rider... So I have to just expend just-a-oh-so much effort or I'm bad ☹️ and that'
s not a joke either."
