fearousal 

Being both scared and sexually aroused at the same time. Often the case of a submissive who knows they're going to be punished.

Fearousal can be a kink on it's own, where someone enjoyes being uncertain of what their partner is going to do to them.

I was in a state of fearousal when my girlfriend said she was going to blind fold and surprise me tonight.

fearousal by iiAnonymousPillowii May 1, 2020

fearoused 

the condition of being scared and sexually aroused at the same time.

When my girlfriend told me she wanted to have sex on top of a water tower, i became "fearoused."

fearoused by Freetheturtles January 29, 2014