A great person. she may joke around a lot, but it’s all in good fun. she’ll be with you no matter what, as long as you don’t cross the line. i learned that
the hard way. we are no longer friends...i’ve been wanting to apologize in person so much since our
friendship break up, but i’ve been so afraid to do it because i was nervous she’d walk away from me and not care. but i’ll never know until i try. jaelyn, a great best friend to many people, especially payton, who is also upset with me, but has been helping me to figure out what do to in order to regain jaelyns trust. and hopefully tomorrow will be the day, where we can finally call each other “my friend”. if not, i won’t be the same. you may think i’m only saying all of this because i just want to be her friend again, but no.
everything here is facts, not opinion. ask any one of her friends, they will say the same thing. even if she doesn’t forgive me, i want her to know how sorry i am. i’ve already told {only
the real ones know} that she doesn’t feel the way i said she did, and that my friend texted me that as a prank on her, but it went too far. i am so sorry, ever since we stopped being friends it hasn’t been the same. not only have i lost her, but lost both her and payton. i have no one to facetime where we can spill
all the tea, and even make up tea. i have no one to tell secrets where i know
good and well they’ll keep it. i have no one where we have inside jokes. i have no one where i have nicknames for them. it was only jaelyn and payton. it’s not fair that i was able to trust her with my secrets yet she can’t trust me. that’s not how friendship works. it’s about trust. without it, it won’t work. that’s how it works with all
relationships, believe me, i know. but it’s not about me. it’s about jaelyn. please forgive me. i’ll do anything. i’ll expose myself. i’ll lie about myself. i’ll let you expose or lie about me. anything you want me to do or you want to do i’ll do it. go ahead. all i want is our friendship. so let me say this
one more time. jaelyn, an amazing friend. beautiful,
hilarious, kind, respectful, a great personality. and without those things, she wouldn’t be her. she’d be an ordinary person. but she’s not. she’s
extraordinary. and i want to thank payton for still having the audacity to talk to me and communicate with me to help me with getting them back. without her, i wouldn’t know how to gain jaelyns trust and friendship. so payton,
if you see this, thank you, so much. i’ve never appreciated you this much and i probably should’ve. and i’m sorry. i promise you i will try my hardest to be better. i just need you to give me a chance. both jaelyn and payton. and if you don’t, i understand. i deserve it. and i hope if you give me a chance, i hope i can prove to you that i can be better than my past actions make it seem💔
