Spend your entire life working so you can one day lose it all. It is inevitable, you will slowly fade out of
consciousness with every memory leaving
your mind. Just knowing that you'll never remember
your friends and family hits you really hard. Imagine keeping a well-paying job, kids, a wife, and losing it all in an instant. You end up asking yourself, "what's the point" if every single path leads to the same fate. death, death is inevitable