Definitions by 051818

Maybe 

I feel like I should just really accept what happened. Accept the fact that I wasn't chosen, I'm no longer your person, who you with rn isn't me anymore.

Maybe I have to accept everything so I could move on already. So I won't be bitter anymore. Idk. But yea, maybe we could be friends by then.

Maybe by 051818 January 13, 2022

I'm fine 

Tbh, I'm not. Brain's fcked up. Hope ur doing better tho.

I'm fine, at least that's what I wanna think I am.

I'm fine by 051818 January 13, 2022

Idk 

Idk if I can be friends with someone who traumatized me enough to have a commitment issues.

Idk, dude. Shit's hard rn.

Idk by 051818 January 13, 2022

Idk 

Idk, dude. I feel like this is gonna be another trap. And I don't wanna be in it.

Idk, dude. Shit's hard rn.

Idk by 051818 January 13, 2022

Home 

I never really felt homesick before since I never felt belong to anywhere I go. And that’s why it’s fine by me even if I go places to places. But whenever I think about you, all I feel is peace. It’s an unfamiliar feeling, but I know this is what home feels like. You’re calming me and giving me peace just by visiting my thoughts, and though you don’t know, thank you for that.

You are my home. You’re my rest to this chaotic world, you’re my peace when everything turns into madness, you’re my everything. I miss you, and I love you.

Home by 051818 December 16, 2021

I miss you 

Should I keep holding on? Should I keep hoping? Sometimes, I don’t even know if I should stay here and wait for you or let you go already. How can I let go of someone who played a big part of my life.

I miss you. Tell me to let go, then I’ll let you go.

I miss you by 051818 December 16, 2021

I hate December 

The cold breeze reminds me of the time we used to go out on a date while we keep each other warm by holding our hands or keeping our body close together.

I hate December. It reminds me of you.

I hate December by 051818 December 16, 2021