Beyond crushed I am…
A smile I need to find…
All the thoughts unwind…
As I realize it was all in mind…
Grieving something that was never mine…
My heart surely feels differently…
The certainty …
I thought I knew..
A smile I need to find…
All the thoughts unwind…
As I realize it was all in mind…
Grieving something that was never mine…
My heart surely feels differently…
The certainty …
I thought I knew..
Ass
by 😀 UR. 😀 I will b 4u💔 January 28, 2024

Is the dream solely mine?
An answer I seek to find.
My mind spins…
As my heart, his love I want to win.
Reality…
Is always here…
Reminding me of all my fears…
His love will never me yours…
Friends, nothing more…
Is where his heart is at…
When will you understand that?
What more does he need to do?
To show you…
The love that fills he…
That makes him complete…
Makes his eyes well…
And his heart to dance…
An answer I seek to find.
My mind spins…
As my heart, his love I want to win.
Reality…
Is always here…
Reminding me of all my fears…
His love will never me yours…
Friends, nothing more…
Is where his heart is at…
When will you understand that?
What more does he need to do?
To show you…
The love that fills he…
That makes him complete…
Makes his eyes well…
And his heart to dance…
by 😀 UR. 😀 I will b 4u💔 November 16, 2023

The battle she thought was for his love…
She fought…
And believed…
Disregarding things she would see…
That went against her dream…
When things didn’t make sense…
She continued to fight…
For what In her heart…
She knew was right…
Years went by…
And she realized…
It was never him …
His love she never had…
She fought…
And believed…
Disregarding things she would see…
That went against her dream…
When things didn’t make sense…
She continued to fight…
For what In her heart…
She knew was right…
Years went by…
And she realized…
It was never him …
His love she never had…
What was the purpose of this…
To show she is an idiot?
This she asked…
she looked to the sky…
With tears filling her eyes…
While silently screaming why….
She sat and waited for a reply…
The sound of a chirping bird…
Was all that was heard…
And without a single word…
She understood the answers to her why….
To show she is an idiot?
This she asked…
she looked to the sky…
With tears filling her eyes…
While silently screaming why….
She sat and waited for a reply…
The sound of a chirping bird…
Was all that was heard…
And without a single word…
She understood the answers to her why….
by 😀 UR. 😀 I will b 4u💔 August 26, 2025

Evaporated that cloud nine…
It was never mine…
The bubble has hence popped…
a stump remains … I stop…
Ponder all of this dream…
It wasn’t mine to be…
It was never mine…
The bubble has hence popped…
a stump remains … I stop…
Ponder all of this dream…
It wasn’t mine to be…
That damn reality…
At least I have a place to plop my ass…
Remember I will…
Those days my heart was filled…
SpongeBob would be impressed…
No box needed…
For this imagination…
At least I have a place to plop my ass…
Remember I will…
Those days my heart was filled…
SpongeBob would be impressed…
No box needed…
For this imagination…
by 😀 UR. 😀 I will b 4u💔 January 21, 2024

Numbers I chased…
Meaning I thought had…
Instead it was me I guess going mad…
Never had I wanted someone’s love so bad…
Realizing…. Slowly….
It is not me:(
I see your dream…
How I wish…
That darn reality…
Was right…
Meaning I thought had…
Instead it was me I guess going mad…
Never had I wanted someone’s love so bad…
Realizing…. Slowly….
It is not me:(
I see your dream…
How I wish…
That darn reality…
Was right…
Once I saw a post…
If she loves me as much as I love her, we will survive anything…
Unfortunately, I never had your love…
Yep.. dumb ass
If she loves me as much as I love her, we will survive anything…
Unfortunately, I never had your love…
Yep.. dumb ass
by 😀 UR. 😀 I will b 4u💔 February 02, 2024
