muddafucker is sort of 'slang' for Mother Fucker, which is an insult commonly used. muddafucker is often used in texting, memes, and social media instead of having to type the long-winded 'Mother-fucker'.
U r a muddafucker - used in texting instead of "You are a mother fucker"
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.