Mellowdative 

1. When you feel neither sad, eager, or happy of the upcoming event(s) that are either inescapable or unavoidable. When the specific occasion arises, your mindset is either: I'm ready, but I don't want the outcome; I don't want to be a part of this; I'm too busy and now is not the best time; I'm not ready and need more time; etc.

2. -ed when the event has passed, yet still dwells on your mentality.

1. "The upcoming exams, back to back, have been making me feel really mellowdative. Even when I studied hard 3 weeks in advance and know all the material... I just want to pass."

2. "I don't think it went well or did it? ..........I feel mellowdative."

Mellowdative by crome221 October 2, 2018