Deheartened 

Having an unexplainable love for someone you wouldn't be able to word how you felt other than feeling deheartened

I felt deheartened when I met him.

Her beautiful blue eyes left me deheartened.

Deheartened by Dabbersavver69 April 20, 2019

emotionally disheartened 

~ oh as the stars and the skies quell before my hunger for desperate attention.

~society's bitch
the end.

"see how 'im emotionally disheartened!"

emotionally disheartened by 1a55shit December 14, 2014