I miss the energy we had in the beginning. I miss the urgency of your replies, the way you made me feel seen, and how much effort you put into being with me.
I find myself thinking about the pink
sticky notes, the poems, and how vocal you were about your feelings.
I miss hearing you say that you couldn't get me off
your mind. You used to make me feel incredibly special and beautiful. Can we find our way back to that? I miss feeling chosen. I miss when it felt easy.
Right now, it feels like:
Two hearts so close, yet walls
intervene,
Words go unspoken, feelings unseen.
A glance could heal us, a word could restart,
But stubborn pride keeps tearing us apart.
I'm here always
in your hurting I linger
refusing to leave, loving you through
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