Immense Saddness and Pain

When you feel that you want to die and dont want to die at the same time. Your brain is full of saddness and pain because you feel like nothing matters and that your problems are you fault. Your brain feels an undescribable internal conflict because it just hurts living, but at the same time, your too sentimental about those around you and you dont want to lose them by dying. It hurts and theres no way to get help. You can't decide if you want to just end it or suffer by just breathing. It certainly would be easier just dying but you would miss those around you...

The author of this definition feels Immense Saddness and Pain.

by Help_me_please. Im_in_pain January 24, 2019

Alex Saddleberry

A common berry of the plump variety found in a family pack of chunk kitkats

Ellie ate the Alex Saddleberry and was very ill

by hungry boi oh boi October 15, 2020

Side saddle french butler

The act of one being in side saddle or little spoon position and reaching behind the back with the right hand similar to a French butler would while holding a tray in his left, and using Said hand to jerk off your partner.

"Got a side saddle french butler last night" shit was bon

by R.j. Berger March 1, 2021

upsetti saddi

when your so upset and sad you just have to make it one word.

person 1: i cant get my phone to work
person 2: man that sucks
person 1: im feeling a little upsetti saddi
person 2: what is that-
person 1: how will my phone ever get fixed :((

by kak! April 19, 2021

Irish saddlebag

The act of motor boating,when a large/obese woman sits on your face,resulting in her butt cheeks slapping your face.

Theres no way to ask for a irish saddlebag,it just happens

by A303YMOUS April 28, 2021

Fanny Saddler

A close friend who aids you in the pursuit of pulling a female on a night out.

Similar to a wingman, although Fanny Saddler is a gender neutral term.

A Fanny Saddle can aid in the pursuit of both straight and lesbian sexual relations, but only when attempting to pursue a female.

"Hey Col mate, could you be my Fanny Saddler tonight?"

"Course I can Babs, I'll saddle it, you ride it"

by Mr A. M. Stonewalls September 13, 2021

Lydia/sadlyniki

An amazing person that uses all pronouns !! They are gorgeous and deserve the whole world

Hey have u hear of Lydia/sadlyniki???
Yeah!! They are amazing

by -Syryn/nihaloveschu September 13, 2021