Bruce was everything to me, but I took it for granted. Seeing him everyday still, I’m seeing in real
time what I took for granted. He looks angry with the world and since his
hair is always in his face I can’
t help but wonder what’s going through his head. All I can think about is how he hates me, and how I ruined everything for him. How I try not to look at him because what I’ll see isn’
t the love he had for me once but that hate he shares with everyone else. The
boy I loved isn’
t mines anymore, nor looks at me like he did once, and how he’s turned to bad habits because I ruined the one thing he loved. And knowing that other
people liked me but couldn’
t go through with it because I will always regret no showing him what he deserved so he had to go look for it in places he never wanted to fall back too. All i wanted was love and I finally got it, and did nothing with it, because i was “nervous”, “scared”, and “wrong” for liking someone. He still means everything to me but I will never get the chance to tell him because he will never want me or to talk to me again.
Crying doesn’
t help no more because he deserves the world and I was too scary to give it to him and I don’
t even know why because his
words, smile, laugh and soft hands were all I needed in this world. Just don’
t take him for granted like I did.