getting closer to you is really expensive.
I like to think its worth it, the sacrifice, the fighting, the division, the hurt, the distress
Are you aware that im doing this for you? Because you're ever silent. ever distanced. Is this what im getting?
Revised: not doing this for you but for a possibility in the future that i have little to medium effect on. Fighting on my own is a possibility too. And i have to reiß my arsch zam and accept it can go both ways.
Alter true facts or series of events to make the true situation work in ones favour so they don't look so bad. Someone who manipulates past events or conversations so they become the victim instead of the bully.
She revised (revises) history to people don't know that she was that cause of all the issues.
She revised history so people will think she is the victim.