A trans woman (male to female for those uninitiated) who is attempting to present as their assigned gender at birth to avoid difficulties when people might notice they have transitioned.
For example, a boymoder might cut her hair short and wear baggy clothing in preparation for a family gathering so her family doesn't know she transitioned.
"I hate being a boymoder. Working from home is nice, but whenever I have to come in for a meeting I'm looking out of place with my casualbaggy clothing."
Boymoders are transwomen who attempt to present as male while transitioning with feminizing hormones. Due to social anxiety, they're often afraid of showing any outward signs of femininity while being completely unaware that everyone can notice the changes. You can generally find them wearing oversized hoodies and women's skinny jeans regardless of the weather.
"The boymoder tried to cover her breasts with a baggy hoodie, oblivious to how visible they were through it."
when you are so buzzed, you use song lyrics to speak to people, in order to get your point across
dude I told Daisy that " the waiting was the hardest part.." and that ". every day she gains another yard." then I said ". every rose has its thorn.".. then I told her ". groove is in the heart." I was in total juke box mode that night. she was too she told me "take me home tonight." juke box mode can be good
church hurt is where you experience a degree of distance, pain, or judgement from your church community. Essentially, you are just unable to “find your place”. This is prevalent in the Christian community, but can be extended to other religions.
Now that I am an adult I am beginning to heal from the church hurt that was inflicted on me as a child.