the
quality of
vision. often accompanied by strong emotions. can,
will lead to rational realisation. and - if balls are attached to your guts - to action.
so much regret hidden in the plain view of past decisions. not that regret comes naturally, but we make mistakes and, according to some fucked up conscience law and depending on your
level of understanding, almost always experience regret, remorse,
pain.
never would i have expected scales falling off my
eyes so brutally. i must leave as quickly as possible, there will not be any other way.