by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 06, 2023

That is actually a thing… well, chickens do have butts, but your response to my question. I lost and didn’t even know it…
You have to be going nuts over how off I am at times and how long it takes me to get things.. really I am much quicker.
This could be another of those scenarios where I am out in left field, but it seems you have more information than me. You want to share? This is what I have…
Silence is not your choice.
You can’t be alone with me… yet.
Once you can, then you always will.
And I might mess things up by trying to be alone etc.
And someday we will have matching tattoos (I may have added this one)
You have to be going nuts over how off I am at times and how long it takes me to get things.. really I am much quicker.
This could be another of those scenarios where I am out in left field, but it seems you have more information than me. You want to share? This is what I have…
Silence is not your choice.
You can’t be alone with me… yet.
Once you can, then you always will.
And I might mess things up by trying to be alone etc.
And someday we will have matching tattoos (I may have added this one)
Guess what? Chicken butt… I won still, right? As long as I have you… I have won!
Warning entering deep thinking!!!
This has had to be so hard on you…
And what if this is why you couldn’t say anything during window incident #1… and then you had to watch me leave pissed and you didn’t have a choice, you couldn’t do anything. That would be terrible… and then #2, that’s why you wouldn’t look at me. The recent one throws me a little. You saw it coming, I think. I think you tried to give me a heads up not to overreact… didn’t listen… could have been worse. You couldn’t say anything because of this thing.
And maybe this is why you weren’t my partner last summer…. Hmm you knew I would start talking…
Totally on to something. So, what is this thing? At one point there were numbers I didn’t get.. I think I may have deleted.. hate when I do that.
Well, these numbers definition came to God. Again I may be way off, but that would make complete sense. I could be completely wrong.
I know how you love to take a trip through my mind… never dull at least. (One of those times you just agree with me btw)
Totally sane… well, as debatable as you would expect… I am me:)
I don’t want to make things more difficult, but I don’t know what to do, or what not to do. I guess just be patient ❤️ and stay away from windows etc.
all this thinking..and still no resolution 🤔
Warning entering deep thinking!!!
This has had to be so hard on you…
And what if this is why you couldn’t say anything during window incident #1… and then you had to watch me leave pissed and you didn’t have a choice, you couldn’t do anything. That would be terrible… and then #2, that’s why you wouldn’t look at me. The recent one throws me a little. You saw it coming, I think. I think you tried to give me a heads up not to overreact… didn’t listen… could have been worse. You couldn’t say anything because of this thing.
And maybe this is why you weren’t my partner last summer…. Hmm you knew I would start talking…
Totally on to something. So, what is this thing? At one point there were numbers I didn’t get.. I think I may have deleted.. hate when I do that.
Well, these numbers definition came to God. Again I may be way off, but that would make complete sense. I could be completely wrong.
I know how you love to take a trip through my mind… never dull at least. (One of those times you just agree with me btw)
Totally sane… well, as debatable as you would expect… I am me:)
I don’t want to make things more difficult, but I don’t know what to do, or what not to do. I guess just be patient ❤️ and stay away from windows etc.
all this thinking..and still no resolution 🤔
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u January 08, 2023

YOU!
The love I have for you!
It has been a crazy ride… some parts I could do without … just being honest,
We WILL have our fairytale ending!
The love I have for you!
It has been a crazy ride… some parts I could do without … just being honest,
We WILL have our fairytale ending!
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You! This! Us❤️❤️❤️
You! This! Us❤️❤️❤️
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u January 07, 2023

I want to show you..
I want to let my heart explode all of the feelings …
I want YOU!!!
So many things I want to tell you!!!
I struggle telling you on here…
You would read all of my feelings in a second.. if I could just get in your arms and have you look me in my eyes!
THIS… US!!!
I want to let my heart explode all of the feelings …
I want YOU!!!
So many things I want to tell you!!!
I struggle telling you on here…
You would read all of my feelings in a second.. if I could just get in your arms and have you look me in my eyes!
THIS… US!!!
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u January 23, 2023

I figured it out…
It wasn’t the question… that could have topped it off.
But I think it was when I posted on 1018 .. trying to provide clarification that I did not post something saying I hated you and wished ill will on you. As someone had posted stating that…
I wrote the post from a perspective I was in the same situation… my goal was hoping she can see the positive in her situation. Even as hard as it is, if you don’t find the positive, the negative will suck you in, in every aspect.
It wasn’t the question… that could have topped it off.
But I think it was when I posted on 1018 .. trying to provide clarification that I did not post something saying I hated you and wished ill will on you. As someone had posted stating that…
I wrote the post from a perspective I was in the same situation… my goal was hoping she can see the positive in her situation. Even as hard as it is, if you don’t find the positive, the negative will suck you in, in every aspect.
Another backfire for me:(
And I may be wrong… it could be something else.
I know I am not wrong about my feelings for you!
And I may be wrong… it could be something else.
I know I am not wrong about my feelings for you!
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 17, 2023

Miss you terribly tonight!!!
I just want to keep talking to you:)
I took the crackers for a walk today… timing didn’t work out. She likes to talk… yep, I was hitting the road again.. maybe not the middle:)
So you will have mail tomorrow since I probably won’t see you tomorrow… typically I don’t on these days!!!
I just want to keep talking to you:)
I took the crackers for a walk today… timing didn’t work out. She likes to talk… yep, I was hitting the road again.. maybe not the middle:)
So you will have mail tomorrow since I probably won’t see you tomorrow… typically I don’t on these days!!!
I remember so many of our conversations… you remember when we were going to go riding in our birthday suits in my vehicle… Thursday work for you ❤️❤️ just not this Thursday right?
My mind is now imagining… that went to “warmth” ❤️❤️ this may seem improper and not lady like, but I can’t wait!!!! To experience that moment with YOU… with this love… it is truly the definition of what it is…
Okay so when is soon?????
My mind is now imagining… that went to “warmth” ❤️❤️ this may seem improper and not lady like, but I can’t wait!!!! To experience that moment with YOU… with this love… it is truly the definition of what it is…
Okay so when is soon?????
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u February 27, 2023

Are going to be so proud of me!!
I found my words ❤️❤️
I just needed a little help in the first two and then I was rolling.
You probably won’t see all of them tomorrow… well, you probably won’t see this tomorrow either actually:(
I am truly sorry I cause crop duster moments. I guarantee it is not intentional.
Guess what… sometimes I overthink. Good thing it is only sometimes lol. I think since I found poetry, I won’t have as many miscommunication moments:)
I found my words ❤️❤️
I just needed a little help in the first two and then I was rolling.
You probably won’t see all of them tomorrow… well, you probably won’t see this tomorrow either actually:(
I am truly sorry I cause crop duster moments. I guarantee it is not intentional.
Guess what… sometimes I overthink. Good thing it is only sometimes lol. I think since I found poetry, I won’t have as many miscommunication moments:)
I wonder what you feel now 🤔🤔 You feel my sadness, when I am in danger or perceived danger… is your heart jumping right now too? Instead of my head on jumping beans, it is my heart trying to get to YOU❤️❤️
Guess what? I would hate for you to be disappointed… I love you always!!!!
I was reading you literature aka posts and of course I had my you smile…. When my boss walked in and of course questioned it:) it is you and only you who does this to me❤️❤️❤️
Guess what? I would hate for you to be disappointed… I love you always!!!!
I was reading you literature aka posts and of course I had my you smile…. When my boss walked in and of course questioned it:) it is you and only you who does this to me❤️❤️❤️
by YOU will NEVER leave my ❤️! I❤️u March 20, 2023
