Krkič's definitions

sniper

so im sat in wide space, sat to create something out of nothing, bring it into a world thats shared, and i know there lies my biggest fear, almost undescribable, and im struggling to identify this fear, im older now and things become patterns, routines, so how do i know i do or don't do things because i fear or my experience tells me to leave it untouched (because i see no gain from it or its simply a "bad" idea)
i long to conquer what holds me back, i havent even begun to bite out a fat chunk of whats on the other side,

I mean is it essentially fear of failure, that would ring an old bell, like when dad used to put me down (im sure he wasnt aware of what he was doing and i am old enough to kick these memories away but im not pro enough to detect where these wounds are hiding, like if they are embedded in some of my favourite routines, in my sophisticated repertoire of poor excuses.

so i let this be my next study. fear and where it may hide, the sniper on the roof top who views the scenery through the long shot. Its the only thing that can hold me back. the only thing capable of stealing my life, robbing me of everything i deserve.

by Krkič December 5, 2019

black heart

a mad boy and a sad girl
when combined
the mad boy stays mad
and the sad girl becomes happy
Find the odd one out.

"what song are are you playing today, my black heart?"

by Krkič May 9, 2019

plea

Be careful
Protect yourself
I love you

let me post a plea, please

by Krkič January 7, 2021

sometimes silence

thinking and chewing on what in the world i could type that would be of minimal interest to you so that it may benefit you in whatever way. dear noé, sometimes its not words thatll do. its not the power of what words can ignite nor the beauty of our fantasies they nurture, as unique a word's skill it may be, sometimes you just wanna lay next to the one you adore, be silent, be near, there. find the poem in the breathing and the touching you know? in being together. I fear you may forget that kind of beauty.

sometimes silence
kiss
hands
skin
eyes
beauty

by Krkič September 22, 2019

subtext

literal meaning: text below text. a message that is disguised in overlaying textual context.

"hey, want to go scuba-diving in egypt this summer?"
"you're a whore, this boi here is a lazy ass superstar, you're annoying, u tryina rob me, awkward shit to be contacting your ex that left you coz you fat."

subtext, trial: i am emotionally overchallenged and financially insecure, you might be attractive but i happen to lack confidence

by Krkič June 20, 2019

dreaded dreams

to remember a dream you had and question how your subconscious got there. usually accompanied by either disgust, shock or disbelief.

"did i talk in my sleep?"
"Yeah you mumbled some about Mrs Gilley being superhot and nice. Mrs Gilley is the least popular teacher. Then you asked your mom if you can go to prom with her"
"Fuck. I had one of those dreaded dreams."

by Krkič August 12, 2019

you

Somebody you can be sexy for. Sometimes not. Because that would be unrealustic.

"hey, Lenn, its three o'cock. I am feeling rather sexy for you."
- "heheyy, Cassie, that's amazing news. Unfortunately, I am not feeling sexy meself at this very moment."

"Hey, Greg, it's three no'cock. I am not feeling sexy for you."
- "hehey, Bitzy, such a shitty shame. I was just going to fuck your brains out."

by Krkič February 11, 2020