i mean, i cannot explain to myself why i should be misunderstood. like all the time! what is it? its not that im speaking a foreign language, not that i have bad intentions. yet it sounds wrong in peoples ears. and they critisize me for things im not about. and why should i apologise for their misconception?
all i did was let them know my thought through, clean opinion on why i disagree! they responded that i was being disrespectful. why, because i don't agree and show up alternatives? because i fail to use their submissive, stuck up, "polite" tone? In fucking arts? polite? arts? why do i even have to tell them that friction will help us evolve, not being polite, saying what they want to hear, trying to be liked.
by Krkič April 19, 2019
life in the banlieue is harsh. it shaped my lovely mourad. sometimes he won't recognise me on the street and pass me by all drigh (drunk and high). sometimes he will knock on my door and ask for chai. he loves my chai because I spice it up with cardamom and mint leaves. mourad is a fighter. but fighters need rest too like everyone else. when i ask him if he gets enough he turns his head or tells a joke. mourad is my first love. i want mourad to be my last love. lovely mourad.
by Krkič May 05, 2019
"I was told to settle for the status quo as it is hyper-real and better than the real thing."
"Sorry to hear that."
"Sorry to hear that."
by Krkič June 19, 2019
to make space where there was none
and while making this space you experience the sadness of something breaking and the joy of something new forming
you may wonder about the turns this life takes and be amused about how little is actually plannable.
and while making this space you experience the sadness of something breaking and the joy of something new forming
you may wonder about the turns this life takes and be amused about how little is actually plannable.
by Krkič November 18, 2019
like thousands of generations before us
by Krkič June 10, 2019
unfair competition in a spelling bee between Harold and Donata because Harold hears more voices in his head and can answer quicker.
by Krkič October 08, 2020
Exercise 1a
Mo'gli is a middle aged human. When you meet them they is friendly and open and listening. They really likes people but gets hurt easily because they wants to be accepted, respected, even liked. This stems from their parental cultural imprint that "our guest" has to be satisfied and leaves the host happily and in high spirit.
Despite a more or less ok childhood Mo'gli has had big troubles growing into a young adult. Identity, Sexuality, Emotionality, Self-Worth, Confidence, Anxiety, Depression, Loneliness etc all affected their life and relationships.
A potentially deadly combination. Not being able to reach out, ask for advice or help only worsened their situation.
Mo'gli dropped out of university not because of low performance but stomach aches and depression and hid in their parents' house. From then on they basically hid for an entire decade, threw their precious earth time out the window, partied on self loathing and anger. Then Mo'gli decided to take care of a child. Responsibility really started a kind of healing process. When you're alone and all you see is yourself things are bound to get bad. So being there for a helpless minor does re-code you in a way. Mo'gli likes to think that they was raised by the child in return.
Mo'gli is a middle aged human. When you meet them they is friendly and open and listening. They really likes people but gets hurt easily because they wants to be accepted, respected, even liked. This stems from their parental cultural imprint that "our guest" has to be satisfied and leaves the host happily and in high spirit.
Despite a more or less ok childhood Mo'gli has had big troubles growing into a young adult. Identity, Sexuality, Emotionality, Self-Worth, Confidence, Anxiety, Depression, Loneliness etc all affected their life and relationships.
A potentially deadly combination. Not being able to reach out, ask for advice or help only worsened their situation.
Mo'gli dropped out of university not because of low performance but stomach aches and depression and hid in their parents' house. From then on they basically hid for an entire decade, threw their precious earth time out the window, partied on self loathing and anger. Then Mo'gli decided to take care of a child. Responsibility really started a kind of healing process. When you're alone and all you see is yourself things are bound to get bad. So being there for a helpless minor does re-code you in a way. Mo'gli likes to think that they was raised by the child in return.
Mo'gli considers themselves nice and polite to strangers while still facing the odd angry moment every now and then but its gotten much better. At home they dances and sings and smiles when in a good mood, they is aggressively happy sometimes it annoys the children. But hey. They also has the occasional sad mood, sometimes being overwhelmed by streams of tears, sometimes retreating in complete silence. But hey.
Mo'gli is tall, with brown hair and eyes, often chubby, rarely toned and sporty. The older they gets the best buddier they becomes with themselves. It's like, hey, you're not perfect but you're alright. It feels good to feel at home in your body. Mo'gli likes to put on red lipstick on a daily basis. Even when they does housework. It makes them feel sexy, womanly.
Mo'gli loves the arts, all arts. Photography, Film, Music, Theatre, Literature. Not an expert but very curious and out to discover new things. Mo'gli has artistic ambitions themselves but has only begun to grant themselves free artistic expression and a potential career (which would be amazing).
Mo'gli further enjoys meeting in small circles of nice, lovely people. Bottle of beer, glass of wine. How they look, dress, smell, think, behave is not important to Mo'gli as long as they are true to themselves.
You bet i could go on.
Love
Mo'gli is tall, with brown hair and eyes, often chubby, rarely toned and sporty. The older they gets the best buddier they becomes with themselves. It's like, hey, you're not perfect but you're alright. It feels good to feel at home in your body. Mo'gli likes to put on red lipstick on a daily basis. Even when they does housework. It makes them feel sexy, womanly.
Mo'gli loves the arts, all arts. Photography, Film, Music, Theatre, Literature. Not an expert but very curious and out to discover new things. Mo'gli has artistic ambitions themselves but has only begun to grant themselves free artistic expression and a potential career (which would be amazing).
Mo'gli further enjoys meeting in small circles of nice, lovely people. Bottle of beer, glass of wine. How they look, dress, smell, think, behave is not important to Mo'gli as long as they are true to themselves.
You bet i could go on.
Love
by Krkič March 30, 2019